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POV: Himiko Toga

I had known for a while now that I liked Ochako. I liked Izuku too. But recently, my feelings for Izuku aren't as strong anymore. It's almost like after Ochako, I completely forgot about him. But that's not really the problem. The problem is that I started coughing up blood. And.. flowers.

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The pain in my lungs and throat became stronger as I started coughing again. Dabi sent a glance of worry in my direction. More coughs were the only reply I gave him. I quickly stood up from the couch and rushed into the bathroom, locking the door. I rushed over to the sink, glaring at my reflection in the mirror. Soon the violent coughing began again. I started coughing harder, over the sink. I closed my eyes and begged for it to stop. For the pain to just go away. And so it did, temporarily. I opened my eyes halfway before widening them at the sight in the sink. Blood. It's not the first time I've seen blood, I've seen blood multiple times. But I had never coughed up blood before. But there was one thing that I knew for sure. Usually when you cough up blood, it means your dying. My throat itched and my lungs ached. Why couldn't the pain just stop?

The coughing started up again. I quickly shut my eyes tightly. Once the coughing stopped I opened my eyes again. I took a step back in horror at when I first saw. Not only was their blood, but there was flowers.

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POV: Ochako Uraraka

"Hey, Deku!" I waved over to my crush, motioning for him to come over. He turned around and when he met my eyes he smiled. He rushed over.

"Hey Uraraka, What do you need?" He asked, looking around.

"Well, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the mall? Since school just ended." I offered with a wide grin and loving gaze.

"Oh sorry Uraraka, not today. Melissa is visiting today and wanted to hang out." Deku apologized, blushing slightly at the name 'Melissa.' Jealously grew inside of me.

"Okay, that's fine. I'll go on my own, have fun." I mumbled bitterly before walking off. I did need a few things from the mall so I guess I would just go by myself.

I made my way towards my dorm room to get ready. A simple pink sun dress will do.

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I didn't have a whole lot of money but I managed to get what I needed. I was now leaving the mall, which was right next to a small alleyway.

POV: Himiko Toga

I waited for Ochako to leave the store. I'd been following her around all day, I needed to tell her before it was too late. I've heard of the Hanahaki disease before. I never thought it was real though. But I knew that I was going to die if zi didn't tell her. I shuddered at the thought. I don't want to die.

My chain of thoughts was broken when I noticed Ochako leaving the store with a singular bag. She almost passed by me when I grabbed her arm and pulled her into the alleyway causing her to let out a scream.

"Hey, hey, be quiet!" I whisper shouted.

"What the fuck are you doing?!" She yelled, her eyes narrowing in hatred. It hurt. It hurt to see someone who was already causing me pain, giving me a look like that.

"I um- I need.. your help with something." She raised a brow.

"How could I possibly help you? Your a villain." She mumbled. She glanced over to me. She was going to look way before something caught her eye.

"what's that?" She asked, pulling down the collar of my shirt down a bit, revealing a flower growing on my collarbone. Her eyes widened. Our eyes met, mine laced with love and fear, her eyes holding only pity.

"Who are you in love with?" She asked, now holding my hands. My eyes watered. I knew she didn't care, she just felt pity. Not concern, just pity.

"She smells like lemongrass and sleep." She seemed taken back by the part that it was a girl, but she didn't move. She didn't break eye contact.

"She tastes like apple juice and peach."

"Her blood?" Ochako questioned. I nodded.

"Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture." I smiled, only thinking of her at this moment. Her brown hair and sweet chocolate brown eyes.

"She.. means everything to me." I said, meeting her gaze once again. Ochako smiled softly. Seeing her smile made me loose it. Everything about her was so perfect. But seeing her smile made me realize that.. she smiles like that everyday to her loved ones, but never once has she smiled like that to me until just now. It was hopeless, she'd never love me. I'm a villain and she's a hero. She probably doesn't even like girls.

I ripped my hands away from her soft ones and ran off. Tuning out her calls for me to come back. She doesn't care, nobody does. My running caused me to start coughing again. I paused my running to try and catch my breath. But I couldn't. I started coughing violently again. I fell to the ground, blood and flower petals escaping from my mouth with every cough.

Ochako, who had been running to catch up with me, stopped in her tracks at the sight. I started coughing harder, I was now lying down on my side. I watched the petals fall to the ground gracefully. Who knew such pretty flowers could cause someone this much pain?

And so I laid there, coughing up blood and flowers. Choking on my own blood. My body was sent into a panic when I realized I couldn't breathe. Ochako was now and my side, trying to help, even though she couldn't. And then it hit me, I was going to die. My eyes watered as the air in my lungs tarted to disappear. Slowly, my eyes closed. My last thoughts being of a certain brown haired beauty that would never love me back. Because to her, I mean nothing at all.