lets chat here bout some shitues

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hi havent been active right here for like a month hehe

sorry for that i've been feeling sad and depressed this times

im too pressured with only classes...

i just wanna let it out rn....

i just wanna say i struggle to much with online class and i havent had a good sleep and i have several panic attacks in a week.

and im being to pressured by my parents

yes i want to study well but dont push me to things i dont want and keep comparing me with others.

they dont even knows my dream but they always say i dont have a bright future. they say its hard to not be successful and all those stuff...

yes they said and meant that as a joke but they dont know how i feel about that..

i stay strong tho but sometimes i just wanna be weak...

dont worry tho i will be ok and be more positive in a few days... i'll try to be more positive