Loved

Dreams.

Jasmines Pov;
I laid down in my bed looking at the ceiling with Justin fast asleep next to me. I started thinking. About my mother, my father, my uncle, aunt and everyone else I have known this year. I felt a bit depressed. A couple minutes later of laying there tears feel out of my eyes. I couldn't stop crying and I didn't even know why? Maybe I was thinking about my mum? Eventually I cried myself to sleep.

-dream.
I woke up and looked around. Justin wasn't in the bed. I walked out of the room "Justin?"

"Hey Jasmine" my jaw dropped.

"Mummy? What are you doing here? Your died?"

"Don't be silly. I'm still alive" I hugged her.

"I missed you"

"What you mean? You saw me yesterday" I walked downstairs and saw my dad.

"Daddy? is that you?" I couldn't believe it. I ran over to him and hugged him. "Of course it me baby"

"I've missed you so much!" he smiled.

"Even though you saw me yesterday?"

"Yes" I couldn't believe there here. This is a miracle.

"Have you seen Justin anywhere?"

"Who's that?"

"My boyfriend dad?"

"You mean Joe?"

"Who's joe?"

"Don't act silly. You've been going out for 4years"

"Really?"

"Yeah. Ring him" so I did what he said. I rang Joe. Who was Joe. What happened to Justin? I walked up to my room.

"Hey baby"

"Hey Joe. Do you want to come round mine?"

"Yeah I'll be there soon"

-30 minuets later.
The door bell went. "Hey baby"

"Hey" he was good looking. He had blonde hair brown eyes. The complete opposite for what I'd go for. We walked up to my room and sat on my bed.
"How have you been gorgeous?"

"I've been good thank you. How about you baby?" That felt wrong to say that to him.

"I've been great babe" I felt nothing when he called me babe. He leaned in and kissed me. I felt nothing. His lips were soft and all but nothing. I couldn't stand kissing him. It felt wrong. It felt like I was cheating on Justin. I couldn't do it. I pulled away and hugged him instead.

"I love you baby" fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I repeated myself over and over again.
"I love you too" I felt so guilty for that. I didn't mean it.

I can't believe this is my life now well I'm assuming it is. I thought Justin would be here at least. Fuck. I spent the rest of the day catching up with my mummy and daddy as I haven't seen them for ages.

I finally went to bed thinking about what had happened today. We have finally been a family. This is a good day but I miss Justin. I don't want Joe he's nothing compared to Justin. Maybe he just doesn't exist anymore. I stared to cry, cry and cry. I couldn't stop "Justin, I love you baby. I miss you" I sobbed quietly trying not to wake up Joe. I cried all night. I think I cried myself to sleep.

-morning.
I woke up to the sound a boy.

"Jasmine wake up its 4:30pm" I looked up to see Justin.

"JUSTIN!!!!!" I screamed and hugged him.

"Are my parents here?"

"Why are you so happy to see me? And no Jasmine there not. Why would they be you told me the story back in America remember?" I stared crying.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

"I had a dream. A good dream at first. My mum and dad was there and I was so happy. But I had a boyfriend. Apparently we had been going out for 4years. But when we kissed, I felt nothing. When he called me babe or said I love you, nothing. I felt as if I was betraying you and I cried my self to sleep thinking that I would never see you again"

"Baby I'm here now and I will never leave you. Now tell me what happened with your parents. I want to here all about them. Just think as that part as it was real" he smiled.
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