Why can't you see? // OFF×GUN FanFiction //

The Beginning

Gun POV

Today is just like any other day I am happy but I just don't want to go to the university. It is really hard for me because of this one senior.Just because I ruined his favourite clothes and shoes with paint he is making me run his errands. I didn't wanted to ruin his clothes or shoes it was all a mistake. I was told by my art teacher to bring the big cans of paint from the store room and when I was returning I bumped into him. But this senior is also someone who is special to me. He is someone whom I have known for a longtime. We were in the same school but he didn't knew about me. I should just get ready. I am living in a condominium I used to live with my parents but I shifted here because it was close to my university. I changed into my uniform and ate cornflakes for breakfast. Then I headed towards my classes. I have two bestfriends Win and New. They both were the ones whom I meet during the orientation and we became friends they both know about how the senior is bossing me around but they don't know about me having a crush on him but they do know that I am gay.
I entered the class and saw them talking I just joined them and after a few moments the teacher came in and started teaching we just continued having lectures until lunch time.

*Lunch time*

Win:- Shit! I am so hungry.
New:- When are you not hungry??
Gun:- Let's just quickly go to the cafeteria or else the senior will come and make me bring him lunch.
New:- Why don't you just give him money for ruining his clothes and shoes.
Gun:- You think I didn't tell him to take money? I told him but he gave me two choices that one he can also ruin my favourite clothes or two I run his errands.
Win:- You should have just let him ruin your clothes.
Gun:- No I can't I love those clothes.
New:- Wow! You can run errands but not ruin your clothes.

???:- Oh I guess someone is badmouthing about me.

We turned around and saw P'off standing there with P'Tawan.

Gun/New/Win:- Sawadee Krap P'.
Off/Tawan:- Sawadee Krap.
Off:- But you still didn't tell me if you were bad mouthing me or not.
Gun:- No P' how can we bad mouth you.
Off:- Oh is that so?
Gun/Win/New:- Yes.
Off:- Let the 5 of us have lunch together today let me see if you three bad mouth me or not. What do you say Tawan should we have lunch with them?
Tawan:- Yes.

So now the five of us are on a lunch table eating our lunch without saying anything because it's really really awkward. Suddenly Off broke the silence.

Off:- Are you three usually this quiet while you eat lunch?
Win:- Yes P'.
Tawan:- So let's ask some simple questions to each other to get to know each other.
Gun:- But why?
Off:- Yes we don't need to get to know each other he is just someone who is running my errands we don't need to get to know each other.
Tawan:- Come on don't be like this they are our juniors we should get to know them. So let's start with Gun so Gun do you have a crush on anyone present here?

Oh shit why did P'Tawan ask this question? What should I do? Should I just say that I have a crush of P'Off ? Or should I just say no?

???:- P'Off you are here I was searching for you but you are eating lunch here without me?

We all turned around to see P'Off's Girlfriend Rin. She was his 3 girlfriend this month. Whenever I see him flirting around or messing around with someone I heart feels as if it is being stabbed I just want to get over this pain but I can't I want to atleast tell P'Off my feelings even if he rejects me I want to tell him that I love him I want to let him know how special he is to me.  I was pulled out of my thoughts when Rin told me to shift to the side so that she could sit with P'Off. Rin is also a Freshmen.

Rin:- Gun could you please move towards that side?
Gun:- Sure.

I shifted to the side and Rin sat next to P'Off they were acting all lovey dovey and I hated it I absolutely hated it he is always like this even in highschool I remember I saw him with a girl they were making out after I  came back home I cried  in the shower. I still remember it clearly I remember how he flirts with so many girls. When I turned my head Rin and P'Off were kissing after remembering all those memories and seeing him kiss someone I wanted to cry.

Gun:- I will get going now.
New:- Why so fast?
Gun:- I just want to go sleep.
Win/New:- Ok then meet you tomorrow.
Gun:- Bye.

After I came out of the cafeteria I ran, I ran towards my car and drove fast towards my condominium I just broke down as soon as I entered the condominium I can't take it anymore I want to tell him that I love him I want to hug him, I want to have him all for myself.
I feel really selfish right now. I should just move on but I want to let him know about my feelings I hope he will atleast remain friends with me after my confession it's okay if he doesn't likes me back because I know he never will. I will let him tell him my feelings soon. I still remember when we were going to graduate school I wanted to confess to him I searched for him and then I found him in an empty classroom their was making out with a girl but then the girl suddenly pulled out and said.

Girl:- Is it okay to do it here?
Off:- Yes no one will bother us.

I was heartbroken the man I just wanted to confess was going to do it with a girl. In the end he didn't knew that I like him but I will make sure to confess my feelings to him tomorrow.

Author Note:- Hi this is the first chapter of the FanFiction and I hope you all like it I will switch the POV I will not just keep Gun POV but I will be giving the POV of other characters too.  I hope you like this FanFiction and support this FanFiction. Have a Good Day/Night.
Word Count:- 1140.