It's been a week since my mom passed. I was so scared being in the house I felt her presence here all the time but it just made me worst. Knowing that she isn't here physically killed me.
Zoe have been down she ask for mom a couple of time but I told her she will see her one day, she went on a little adventure. I know my excuse is pretty childish but what do you say to a little innocent girl.
Everyone that walked out on us came to the funeral but I didn't speak to none. Not even my father I have everyone the cold shoulder because if you wasn't there for the fight then why are you here when the fight is over. It's like they just felt sorry for me. My Best friend and father try to talk to me or give me sorry excuse but I didn't buy none of it. Fuck them all, fuck everyone. I know I had to move go somewhere far away from everyone. I plan on moving to London, it's somewhere I always wanted to live for awhile and I think this is the best time to move there, I figured I will come visit my moms grave every year or on her birthday if I have the chance to.
I have been looking for apartments that would be good for both Zoe and I. Since I was of age I had custody of Zoe and all of my mother's life insurance for Zoe and I. I want to sell this house and the car and move to London make sure Zoe and I were stable. I had enough money and if I find a job as soon as possible things will only get better. I had told my mom I Promise I will take care of myself and Zoe and that is what Iam going to do.
2 Months later
It's been two months since I moved to London, I like it over here it's different. I like it though. Zoe does too. She haven't ask for mom in awhile, which iam somewhat thankful for because I don't know how to explain to her.
Im working in getting my license here so that I can get a car the subway here gets crowded and if you miss your train you are basically fucked.
I got a Job at an office I liked it a lot actually the pay was good. I was thinking about enrolling in a school soon, but I wanted to sort everything out first.
"I want chocolate cake and Ice Cream" Zoe said while making her way over to me on the couch.
"What? No cake and Ice Cream is finish" i pout my lips
"Pweaeeee mommy, I good girl today"
God I hate it when she use that. I spoil her a lot.
"Okay fine we can go out for ice cream and cake but it's getting late so we have to go now and shower when you come back"
"Okay" she clapped her hand together
The nice London air hit us while we made our way to the ice cream shop. Zoey let go of my hand and started running in front. She wasn't far so I did not mind.
"Please be careful" I yelled we walked pass a studio and I notice a group of people standing there. I hurried and catch up to Zoe
"What's that" Zoe said has she held on to my hands now
"I don't know come on let's go. Probably someone famous or something"
We walked into the ice cream shop and ordered, Zoe didn't want cake anymore since she got a come. She's just like me, she eat ice cream anyway no matter how hot or cold.
"Hmmm yummy, mommy try" she put her ice cream cone in my face, I didn't want to disappoint her I lick the ice cream " hmm it's good" I pretend like I never had that flavor before even though I have a million times.
After having our ice cream we head back home. Zoey was running once again and she triped over has her laces came undone.
"ZOE are you okay? Did you hurt anything" I was so concerned
"I fine" she put her hands on my face and started blabbering I don't know what the hell she was saying little kids language I thought to myself. I tied her shoe and continue our little walk back home.
Harry's Point Of View
The lads and I were at the studio today, going over a few things. It was around 7 we decided to call it a day. We got outside off course there was a group of people there. I took a picture with a few and walk to my car, that is when I noticed something on the floor. It look as if someone have drop their ID. I picked it up and have a look at it was a girl she looked beautiful, damn and her name is Blake E. Lively. I kept saying her name in my head. Figured I'll go give the poor girl her ID she's probably freaking out right now. I notice her house wasn't too far from where I was I hoped in my car and instantly I was at her flat. I looked around for her flat number. And I found it second floor.
I hesitated to knock, I figured I could just slide it under the door. I don't want her to be a crazed fan screaming in my face or something. "What the hell" I thought to myself as I lightly knocked on the door.
Blakes's Point Of View
I was in Zoe room putting her pajamas on when I heard a soft knock on the door. I hesitate to open the door because I'm not expecting anyone. Specially at this time of the night. "What the hell" I thought to my self I open the door to find a long talk figure, he looks kind of familiar but I can't put my figure on.
"Um Hi how may I help you" I asked
"Um are you Blake " I noticed he had a strong British accent
"Yeah, is there something wrong? "
Before he answered I was interrupted by a big thump. Without thinking I told him to come in, I'll be back in a sec.
I rushed to Zoey room and found her on the floor she started to cry.
" Where you jumping on the bed again?" I asked her massaging her head she nod her head.
"You love jumping on your bed and if you don't be careful, you are going to hurt your self really bad" "we don't want that now do we?" She shook her head no and put her head on my chest I picked her up and remember I had told the stranger to come.
"Sorry about that, she have a bad habit of jumping on her bed, she fell" I told him not that he care anyways
"That's okay. Hey cutie Pie are you okay there love?" Zoe nod her head, I smiled
"I think you might have drop this in on the floor, you were probably going crazy looking it so I thought I come drop it off" he explained.
"Wow thank you I might have dropped it when I was tying her shoe or something" I explained "thank you, thank you so much. Gosh I didn't even realized I dropped it. Wow" he smiled
"It's no trouble to be fair" " im Harry by the way" he put his hands out and I reach for his and shook it. "Im Blake obviously and this is Zoe" he nod and smile at Zoe who have her head on my neck.
"Um I'll be going now, I don't want to be a burden or something. "
He turned and pulled the door open.
"Thank you once again Goodnight Harry, see you around" I said and he replied with a simple "goodnight Ladies" what a nice guy I thought to myself. 😊😊
