It was my first day in the middle school I came from UAE it's really hard feel to be lonely I really miss my friend and our home their I'll say the truth our home here is really bigger than our home in UAE I was thinking that I will not fiend friends there is no Iraq people also my language is not very good it was a hard time I find a boy from Iraq he always help me he was very helpful after days or weeks a time I start feel it is the same feel that I feel it when I meet Ryan I'll say that I was really worried about this feel I will love again I just keep this feel between me and my self (my heart ) it was so hard to cry every day because you don't see any girls from Iraq in the school so I stay every day go to school keeping my feeling in my heart I was really loving him Mohammed was really a great boy he has many fans in the school I sometimes see a lot of sad boy in his eyes I don't I told to my friend in Jordan I like him she always told me : don't be scared at all the things you told me I think he like you noor you are a beauty clever of course he will like you just follow your heart and tell him I was confused I tell him I don't .... , I was trying my best to be a clever and I was giving my best in my subjects to get "A" even I help him when he have many homeworks I tell him : if you have many home works I wasn't know if he loves me , today i had fun aith him i listen to music on his phone this is the week end also i dont have school on monday
Now it is three months we've together he like a girl I'm confused "did he like me or not " until now I didn't find any answer to this question my time is short I just go to school and come bake take a bath do my homeworks and go to sleep my life ia a day repeated every day I like him but I don't know if he is I am trying to do my favor to be the super girl that he might likes her he said that the girls he would like her must be quietley and clever opessite me I am very crazy . I want him to get what dose gone from my life my sad life I swear if we became in a relationship I will never make him angery I never like him because he's cute I like him because I never see a helpful boy like him .
One day I was going to walk with my mom and my brothers we enter an apartment I know that was the apartment that he live in we sit on a bench I surprised that this car was was his mom car I really feel happy . after about an 30 minutes a man go to the car then a woman with a small boy come after him then ........ Here was the surprise he come to the car he. Was running I was sitting without a shose and my socks was different I was putting a leave of flower in my mouth I just when I saw him I feels like it was the best thing happen to me ever he saw me he smile then he inter the car I through my phone away my phone scratched with the ground I didn't feel about any thing around me my foucous only was on his eyes all the way to home I was smiling
On Monday we were having a ununiform pass I was wearing a pink pant with a blue shirt he was wearing a a blue jaket all the time I was looking at him he told me that he want to see me behind the school I agree about that I just say "okay" when the school end I went behind the school I didn't see him then I feel that someone came behind me and put me on the wall he was him I was looking at his eyes then his face is too closer to my face we've get a kiss at the fist time he told me "noor I love you " I was really happy
Now I've complete a five years here in the United States I have to go to UAE I want to complete collage there but I don't want to go out from here I can't imagine my life without him my mom told me that I have to travel to UAE my aeroplane after two days I go to him I was really sad I told him " I'm going to UAE I will miss you " my head was down he raise for me my head and told me " do you want to married me " my face become red I ran away I told my mom we ganged after one day before I go I sit in my seat I was thinking about my memories with him I was looking from the window some one put his hand on my shoulder and say " hey, Noor I'm going to travel with you " I look and he was him I start crying I was very happy after two months we married and we've got a girl and boy my girl was her name is lemay and my boy was julien .
