Play Date jjk pjm

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"Well if you really like me and only me hyung, then lets have sex." Jiimin's words play on repeat in Jungkook's mind "Well if you really like me and only me hyung, then lets have sex." Over and over again as he tried to process what he said "Well if you really like me and only me hyung, then lets have sex." Over and over again yet he still couldn't make sense of it "Well if you really like me and only me hyung, then lets have sex." Over and over again and he still didn't react, what should he say? What can he say? No matter what he does it'll still be wrong even if he's right.

If he says yes then that's just taking advantage of the fact that Jimin doesn't understand that having sex isn't how you prove that you like and or love someone, but if he says no then that would make Jimin think that he doesn't actually like him; so either way it was like Jungkook couldn't really win. But despite that Jungkook wasn't going to say yes, that would only make Jimin believe that when a person likes you they tell you by having sex and Jungkook would rather say no and have to explain that he does actually like him than rush into something like that without either of them are ready for it.

So with Jimin on top of him with a hopeful look in his eyes Jungkook carefully sat up and pushed him back gently and said: "I don't think that's a good idea Jimin." He didn't even understand how he could have such a clouded idea of what it means when a person actually likes someone or loves someone is, all he could do was question how and who made him like this. "I really like you Jimin, I do..." He said, "but that's not how you show someone how you feel." But all that Jimin heard was: "No."

With such little experience of dating or romance and just looking in from the outside it's not too unbelievable that Jimin doesn't know much about it, the horrible idea of how to show emotions to a person it must've come from his parents relationship and from what his mom tells him; that combined with the random and opinion based answers from the internet is enough to create a mindset like this.

"But...but" Jimin didn't know what to say, his emotions were jumbled up and he felt conflicted. 'How could he like me if he won't take bigger steps with me?' Jimin asked himself, "You did it with her, so why not me? I'm just as good as her! I-I'm even better than her!" Just as he did before with her he said the first thing that came to mind and blew up without being able to stop it. At times like this it was hard for him to control his own emotions and understand them, whatever he was thinking would come out before he could stop it; even if it wasn't true.

"Of course you're better than her Jimin, you're one million times better than her" Jungkook said quickly to reassure him, "but that doesn't mean that we should rush things and do something you aren't ready for" Jungkook explained, "sex isn't the only way for me to prove that I like you and I don't want you to feel like it is, there's so many ways for someone to prove it other than something like that" Jungkook said carefully, even though it seemed like nothing but a yes would satisfy him Jungkook couldn't think of a better way to say no.

"Then why did you do it with her?" Jungkook almost laughed at the question as he recalled his first time, immediately he could remember how nervous he was and how he told her he didn't feel ready. "The same reason I did it with her is the same reason I won't with you" Jungkook responded, "neither of us are ready for that step."

A/N I don't really have too much to say besides thank you for all the constant support on all of my stories. I want to expand what I write about past just one group and do things like anime, other groups and things like that. One thing I want to do is MHA smut/headcanons/fluff and yaknow stuff like that (I'll do any anime actually bc ik not everyone watches my hero) so if you are interested then I'll defiantly publish it bc I have soooo much written. BUT ANYWHOOOOS Thank everyone who reads this, I'll be finishing this very soon I'm just taking my time with it so the story line doesn't get too messy. I love you all thank you!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜