perfunctory° [nct]

johnny suh × lee taeyong

° j o h n n y °

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i dreamt of you last week,

i wonder if it'll ever stop.

those old memories bring nothing but pain.

maybe a tiny hint of joy, seeing your smile is so full of it.

you'd ask why i cried in my sleep, but the truth never came out of my mouth.

so many sweet lies i've fed to you, just to see you beaming in my room full of negativity.

but still, i'd rather dream of nothing.

i thought the feelings will die as time passes, but it seems like i know nothing about love.

if only you didn't show up at my show last week, dreams of you will occur less.

you came to see me sing, and i happen to sing a song i wrote about you.

how perfect you are, how we fell in love and how it fell apart.

but how could you just say nothing?

johnny, im through with you.

❝another unsend letter to me?❞

shit.

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[based on julia and wildfire, songs by jeremy zucker ♡]

a little gift after my 3 or so months of hiatus before wattpad goes under maintenance💖

this may have a part 2 👀 or i'll move it into its own book idk ig i'll see what the future holds~