Deeper Connections +18

🖤05: His Grace🖤

Oh Samantha, Samantha, Samantha, I sit and wonder how she got me all wrapped around her hand without her even trying. The first time I saw her I just knew that she had to mine. I couldn't get her of my mind ever since that day, which is why I gave her time to get use to the idea by sending her flowers. Now I am not even sure if that was a good idea because it didn't help one bit. All of my effort ended up in her laughing at my face. No one has ever dared to do that unless they had a death wish, which I granted gladly, but I can't kill her. I still need her.

My only problem with her is that she is so God damn disobedient. God how I wish to tie her up in my red room and make her submit to me, but I promised myself that I wouldn't touch her without her permission. I get up and take her food to her room. As I walk inside, I see her sitting up. I walk further in and place the tray of food in front of her.

"Good to see you up and calm. Here eat so you can drink your pills". I tell her. She looks so damn cute right now. With her full pink lips. Her eyes are dark grey, and she has long eyelashes with bushy eyebrows.

It's like all of her features were made for her, and don't get me started on her body. She has curves in all the right places. You would swear that she was a walking angel. My own goddess. I just wish that she could use to this idea fast so I can treat her like the queen she is.

"I am not hungry". She says. God, please help my soul. I take a deep breath, and look at her.

"Can we please not fight about you not eating". I say to her. This woman is seriously testing me.

"Yep, I agree so now please take this food away from me". she says. I try to stay calm, but I can see that all of that won't last for long. I don't like not having my way.

"I can't do that, because you need to eat and drink your pills". I say to her.

She put herself in this opposition in the first place. I seriously didn't think that she had the guts to jump out of a moving car nor try to escape. She is one of a kind. As much as I hate her disobedience it turns me on. Not all woman would have the guts to do what she did. Making me gain respect for her.

"Well, I just woke up seriously you do not expect me to have an appetite right now". She says and she puts her hand on her head and winches. I sit closer to her and take place my hand on her forehead to check her temperature.

"Move your hand away from me". She says while smacking my hand away from her.

"I am trying to help you here. Clearly your head hasn't healed properly so you need to eat". I tell her.

She throws the tray on the floor making all the content that is on the tray scatter around.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?" I ask her.

"IF YOU WANT THE DAMN FOOD SO MUCH THAN WHY DONT YOU EAT IT YOURSELF?" She shouts back.

Fuckin hell will I ever be able to get through her. Like ever?

"Unless you want me to chain you up, I suggest you start behaving". I tell her in a serious tone. I am done playing her games. I will not accept such disobedience from anyone.

"I fuckin dare you to and I will fuckin show you flams". She threatens me.

She fuckin threatened me. I turn around to calm myself down. I turn and walk to her. I grab her by the throat cutting out all her air supply and stare at her.

"Say what you just said again" I dare her.

She doesn't say anything, but instead she stares back at me. We stare at each other for minutes. Not one of us daring to look away. In the end she caves and looks down, and I win.