Why don't you love me {tsukishima x yamaguchi}

Flashback {chapter 6}

~Flashback{Tsukishima's Pov}~

After that talk with Yamaguchi last night I was unsure about the feelings I have for Yamaguchi I mean I do like him but only a little but I still like someone else. I was asking Yamaguchi why he was avoiding me. He was about to answer but was cutt off by his ringtone, he looked at the id caller and looked up to me "I need to take this" he said. I nodded in response while he was walking away I quietly followed him from behind. I was eavesdropping at his call I heard him said 'Baby' my heart dropped when I heard him saying that ' So he has a relationship he said it was one-sided' jealousy took over me and walked towards the gym not really caring how their conversation was going.

I saw Kuroo smirking at me I glared daggers at him. He walked towards me and said " Relationship problems?" He asked "It's not really a relationship only a crush" I answered. He was shocked about my honesty " Wow I never thought you would admit it" he said sheepishly. I glared at him once again and sighed "Can you help me then?" I asked He smirked and said " Of course you could make him jealous if he really does have a crush on you" he suggested. I was quite unsure of the suggestion but I still did it.

I tried making him jealous but he didn't react. I was sure he likes someone else and not me so i tried to quit but this stupid bed head captain keeps annoying me but still I have a little crush on him I mean who wouldn't he is kinda hot(ok thats gay) so I continued making yamaguchi jealous. I was side eyeing Yamaguchi at the rest of the time while making him jealous. He then walked out of the gym I quickly followed him with Kuroo behind me. I saw him practicing it was kind of cute how he practiced so hard.

'UGH NOW'S NOT THE TIME' I scolded myself and headed towards him. "Hey Yamz I need you to tell the team I will be back for awhile" I said 'Why did I said that? What's wrong with me!?' I thought as I saw Yamaguchi nodded in response. I was kinda disappointed about his response so I walked away Kuroo following behind me. I sighed and said "Nevermind this won't work anyways".

I walked back to the gym and heared Yachi screaming for help. I heared her voice from the area where Yamaguchi was practicing so I quickly ran towards that area and saw Yamaguchi and some petals at the ground. I was shocked by the scene and I quickly snapped to reality when my teammates was running towards us. We called the ambulance that was soon arrived they tooked Yamaguchi who was unconscious. I became a nervous wreck.

~timeskip(next day)~

I was going to visit Yamaguchi but i don't know what to tell him. 'I just stared at him and didn't help when he was struggling but still I need to visit him he's my Bestfriend' I thought as I looked at the door infront of me. I first knocked knowing no one will answer so I opened it and saw Yamaguchi smiling at me I only stared at him and got in the room. I put my headphones on to listen to music. When Yachi woke up she held his hand worriedly I flinched by the sudden action she had on Yamaguchi. Not gonna lie I did feel jealous about it. They started talking while I was listening to their conversation Yachi mentioned something about confession 'I thought he already have a relationship' I thought as I was listening to them.

'So the disease was Hanahaki and here I thoight it was fictional. It said in the internet that hanahaki disease is a disease where a person with one-sided love begins to vomit or cough up the petals and flowers of a flowering plant growing in their lungs' I thought as I looked over Yamaguchi unsure about my feelings towards him.

Yachi left to buy some food so I was left alone with Yamaguchi I was still thinking about my feelings about Yamaguchi but I have feelings for Kuroo. "So what brings you here Tsukki?" He said. I was unsure of what I would reply. I want to see him but that wasn't the case I replied "I have someone I liked" 'what was that!?' I thought 'why did I say that!? I don't even know who I like anymore' "That's great i hope she will say yes" he hesitantly replied."It's a he" I answered trutfully "Gomen Tsukki" he said while giving the biggest smile he could..."Is it Kuroo, Tsukki?"he asked I then nodded and lied "Yes we are official now"why did I said that? He aren't even official "Tsukki I have something to say.." he said. It was unsurprising because I already know he will just let me relay a message for him. "You want me to pass a message for you? Yeah sure whatever" I said with a boring expression. He chuckled a bit and said "You don't have to I was about to say it to him" he smiled at me. I looked at him with my eyebrow raised and stared "I like you Tsukki.." he smiled as I was quite shocked at his confession.I am happy he confessed but how about my feelings for Kuroo? I was about to answer his confession but was cut off by Yachi opening the door.

He smiled at her and said "Yachi, when is the surgery again?" he asked looking at me still stunned by his confession. "You still haven't confessed to the one you like yet why the hurry?" She asked confused why he was hurrying the surgery even I was confused. He smiled and said " I want to be safe than confessing to him". "Then you might not remember him or have feelings for him anymore." She said 'Wait what!?' "That's good he won't like me anyways". He said she looked at him furrowing her eyes and sighed.'Do i like Yamaguchi?' I asked myself. Yachi nodded and walked out the room to call the doctor for the surgery. I was feeling guilty I then looked at him and said " I-" but I was cut off by him coughing. I then nervously stared and started panicking. He was coughing roughly and spitting out petals and it also has blood in it. The doctors soon came and quickly goes to the emergency room and did the surgery.

While the surgery was ongoing I keep asking myself if I like Yamaguchi. My brother said if I like someone you are afraid to loose her and you want to protect her even if it causes your death you want to love her and care for her if it's possible be with her forever. I then process my thoughts and I then realized I did like Yamaguchi but I was so scared he would think I'm weird. Soon the team came and asked Yachi behind the team was Kuroo he was everywhere. I then exit the hospital being guilty that I didn't realize it sooner.

I cried at the back of the hospital hugging my knees and then Kuroo came. He sat beside me "what are you doing here?" I asked while turning my head towards him. He stared at me for a few minutes and suddenly he leaned in to for a kiss I leaned backwards disgusted about him doing that. He looked shocked he then apologize for what he was doing. I looked at him disgusted and move away from him. Then at that moment there was only silence between us.

He soon breaked it by saying "Hey Tsukki". He used the nickname Yamaguchi gave me I was disgusted at him saying that. "What?" I asked he looked at me and said "I like you".(ooP drama~) I looked at him shocked at what he said. I turned to face infront and said "I'm sorry but I like Yamaguchi.." I was unsure with my words but I was sure with my feelings.
(Ok damn that was good I should use this sometimes) Kuroo looked at me with a smug face "You know I hate liars Tsukki~" he said seductively. I looked at him with a VERY DISGUSTED face.