Au revoir, Goodbyes.

Gap

"I'm going to go take quick shower. Bahala ka kung anong gagawin mo."

Iniwan ko na siyang nakahiga na sa couch habang nanood ng cartoons. Is this really the man I just madeout with?

"Okay let me know if you want me there. Just like the old times you know?" he said then winked at me. 

Nabato ko kaagad sa kanya ang heels na suot ko kanina at saktong tumama iyon sa likod ng ulo niya. 

"Bastos! Umuwi ka na nga leche ka! That was 5 years ago it's all in the past and  if you're hoping to score tonight then there is seriously wrong with your fucking head you bastard. I mean my Lord." I bowed sarcastically to show him I wasn't interested in his  dick. 

"My how you've changed!" he turned the television off and walked towards me. 

If this fucking arsehole's going to try something again I swear to god I'll stick this other heel into his butthole. 

"Don't worry I'm not going to try and strip you off of your panties tonight. I'm just reminiscing about how fun our past was." 

Bago pa siya tuluyang nakalapit sa'kin tinutok ko na sa kanya ang isang pares ng heels ko dahilan para tumigil siya. 

"Take another step and I'll shove this in your butt you asshole." tumawa lang siya at itanaas ang magkabilang palad. 

"Fine. You know you're the only one who had the guts to call me names. I wish you'll just start calling me 'love' again."  

Thinking back when I rused to call him by that horrid callsign I'm starting to think I really am a fucking idiot. 

But now his royal ass should just take a seat somewhere far away from me. I don't want to get hurt just because of this gap society has given us. 

It's cruel and selfish. 

Bakit parang ako lang ang nasaktan? Bakit parang wala lang sa kanya? Bakit pa ulit ulit akong nagpapakatanga sa taong alam kong sa bandang huli sasaktan lang ako? 

Siguro dahil siya lagi ang nang-iiwan at nangangakong babalik kahit hindi naman. 

"Baduy mo. Umuwi ka na sa inyo. Pagod ako. I'm not in the mood to deal with your half-baked lies."