"what do we do now?" Lou sighed
"I have no idea honestly but i know she's not Makin any progress she's not good lou she has to go back to the institute" stacy explained holding his hand
"I'm not sending her back there ever again no"lou shook his head in disapproval
All the noise was just a bit new and annoying to me as i was slowly gathering back my senses
"L lou" I whispered
"Hey lil one you're okay don't worry i got you" he said softly holding my hand and i just nodded getting up slowly
"Hey hey easy where you going?" Lou tried to put me back to bed but I've had enough I've been here for so long
"B bathroom I'm okay lou" I mumbled
And with a worried look he just let go of me
Making my way there i looked at myself in the mirror god I've grown like a million years why do i look like this what happened?
Where are you where are your strong safe arms that used to be around me all the time
Shoving these thoughts to the back of my head i stripped down and hopped into the shower feeling the hot water running on my body cleaning Everything
I finished my pretty long shower
And did my make up simply thankfully no one was there to witness this disaster it was like teaching a shark how to climb up a tree it's like i forgot how to do everything I left my hair to have it's natural state and got out to find lou and Stacy have left the room i looked through my closet as confused as I've ever been asking all girls famous question "what do i wear now?" I ended up choosing a grey bodysuit and black boots
I went downstairs and watched as louis and Stacy had their eyes wide opened
"G where are you going?" Lou asked concerned yet his voice was soothing
"I wanna go out there's something i have to do and I'm completely fine Lou don't worry please" i gave him a faint smile and he just hugged me tight
"Okay just don't be late please and call me if anything happens" he smiled getting a lil box out of his pocket passing it to me
"I know where you're going and just check this when you reach there yea oh and take the car please" i took the box with a nod and grabbed my car keys leaving
Going to the garage I removed the cover on my beautiful impala as people may say it's stupid to prefer an old vintage car than all the modern Fast ones of today
But well she's my baby and she witnessed a lot that got me more attached now
Putting the key in and starting the car it felt like I'm slowly gathering my self
I drove through london Streets thinking i know my aim but in fact i had no idea i was looking for him i was looking for myself as well but i had no idea where to look anymore i pulled over at jasmine's house
Jas and I have been friends since kindergarten we never left eachother
But i had no idea how would she react to seeing me now
I parked the car and took a deep breath getting out and counting each step that led to her door i knocked begging she gets it but praying she won't at the same time
The door opened and the race in my chest could be heard from another country
"Gg" squeaked a kind of high pitched voice that i never thought I'd be happier to hear i saw the lil pretty boy jump on me and i hugged him so tight picking him up
"Omg River i missed you so much pretty boy how have you been how's mummy"
"Ate new baby" he giggles as he kiss my cheek
"River who's there lil one" i heard the familiar female voice then i saw the figure of my Gorgeous friend who has an adorably small baby bump
She just stared at me in complete shock
Fuck she hates me i know i shouldn't have come here
"I i can leave I'm sorry i just wanted to see you" i stuttered nervously
"I missed you" she hugged me so tight tears were running down her cheeks
And we had to pull away giggling as we heard river announce his clear annoyence from how tight we squeezed him
"Mumma I couldn't bweathhh" he groaned
"So sorry babyboy" i kissed his cheek and so did jasmine then i put him down
"Oh god gen sorry come on in" jasmine pulled me in already not giving me a chance to do anything
"You look gorgeous jas" i smile as we go to the kitchen preparing some tea
"You too Beautiful how are you " she gives me a sympathetic look
"I'm okay jas you don't have to feel sympathy towards me you know" she hands me my tea as i sigh
"Hey it's all gonna be fine i promise" she held my hand saying softly as i smiled looking at my life long friend
"Gen can you actually tell me how everything happened i really wanna know your part of what happened" i was really worried she'd say that but here we go i took a deep breath
"I'll tell you but can we not do this now" i mumbled
And smiled as river came running jumping on my lap
"Sure whenever you're ready lil one i just wanna know maybe I'll be able to help you" she smiled softly
"I don't think anyone will be able to jas" i sighed
"Gg sad no" river held my cheek and i instantly smiled
"I'm not sad lil one I'm okay" i huged him tight and we heard the front door go
"Baby I'm home" we heard a male voice and i knew it was jack and it also meant it was my que to leave
As he walked to the kitchen looking for his wife he stared at me eyes wide opened
"What is she doing here?!" He snapped
"Baby just calm down"jas said trying to save an awkward situation
"No what the fuck is she doing in my house!"he snapped even more and all i could do is just put river down and make my way to the door as quickly as possible
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Fanfiction"I've had enough harry!" i screamed tears streaming down my face barely standing my ground as i watched his anger grow more his steady steps Making their way towards me "what did you say?" he calmly breathed out so close to my face as i felt myself...
