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Summer 2018

How can someone be so beautiful yet so torn? How can the love you have for someone turn in a blink of an eye Turn to something even hate isn't a suitable word to describe it
Can love really drive us mad?

These were the thoughts i had upon hearing her story how come a beautiful lady like her end up here well we all have a story i just need to go through her file all over again maybe I'll find something to help her i just need to find when did it begin
....file....

"Gen gennie talk to me darling it's time to take your meds" I watched as Stacy came closer with my pills

I don't know how to feel about them I don't know how i should feel about them I'm not crazy it's not even my fault
Harry would've believed me and i know he's there somewhere he just doesn't want them to see him yet

I unwillingly took the pills as we both heard the front door go

"Babygirl I'm home" And with Louis's voice echoing in the house stacy ran up to him all happy and i was once more left caught up in my thoughts

Did I do it again Oh shit I'm sorry

I'm Genevieve i like it more as gennie or gen

Whatever you feel comfortable with
I'm 20 years old now
Currently described as a maniac a killer ,phsyco,crazy you can add more if you want
Only one who believes I'm normal would be lou my older brother half brother but he's my family well him Stacy and Amara

To make it easier with all the names Stacy is Lou's wife love of his life or so he says after all who am i to talk about love
She's also a nurse well my nurse it was so much better than going to an institute...again

Yea i did mention I'm crazy stop judging
Amara is Lou's sister that's all i can say about her so far
How did i end up crazy you must be wondering
It all began with his eyes,his lips and that fuckin smirk god only if people like him would come with a warning sign
Seriously even if he did i would've probably still took him

I know I'm clearly not Talkin to anyone but at least now i know if i ever go back to my fans I'll have something to say or if i decide to write this down

"Gen gennie" snapping me out of my thoughts i watched Lou's lips moving calling for me as i just looked at him

He gently pulled me to his chest knowing i did need this i do so much and there it is i can tell it was about to happen
Tears started to fall and i slowly started to be louder and louder sobbing into his chest
"Shhh I'm here it's gonna be okay you're okay you're safe" lou said softly playing in my messy long hair holding me so tight

"I d didn't k kill him" i screamed my first words after like 5 months of silence

"I know i know princess i know you didn't god I've missed hearing you talk I'm here please talk to me" lou said his voice begging for me to talk more his eyes tearing up

"I d didn't k kill h him i...i.. i.. didn't" my scratchy tired voice kept repeating over and over again as i started to shake in his arms

"STACY!!" Louis yelled and she came running
"I'm here oh god what happened she just took her pills" she rushed getting her bag and Everything slowly went black as i felt a needle getting pulled out of my arm

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A/n
Hey guys so this is something I've been thinking about for a while and I'm really nervous to take the step of sharing it please tell me your opinions in the comments section and please vote if you like it thank you so much in advance
                 Love you lots 💕😘

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