*Warning ⚠️ This chapter has inappropriate parts, so if it's not for you, move on next 💞*
"So what's happened between you two at the party?" I finally asked. "Oh, we broke up." That's why Alli got drank? "I'm so sorry!" I said. "No, don't be. She was too afraid to do it, and if to be honest, so do I. We both knew it'll happen someday." He said.
"So, do you still want to eat or is it too
depressing now?" Chris asked me, his eyes on the floor. "How can I say no to food?" I tease.
After we arrived to the restaurant we decided to order take away.
"It's weard, isn't it?" I asked. "What's weard?" Chris asked. "That right now i am having my dream date without being in a date." I said. We drove to the park after taking the food, there are no people here. We are sitting on the top of the car, under the stars, eating pizza. "I don't know. It's nice." Chris said. "Yeah it really is." I agreed.
"Do you want the last slice?" He asked me after a while of silence. "No it's ok i can't eat anymore." I laughed. He looked at me and when I noticed that, he hasn't looked away.
We stayed like this for to long time, staring each other. Without realising, our heads got closer, we are still looking at each others eyes. "We can't do it Chris." I said quietly while pushing his chest jently, knowing that deep down I definitely want to. "Why not Emm?" He asked with small voice. Emm? Did he just called me Emm? "Because it's not fair for Alli. You guys literally just broke up." At least i could talk. I felt like my whole body is on fire.
"Yes I guess you are right." He said and looked away.
"Fuck! the fuel is running out." Chris said while trying to get the car on. "I think there is a fuel station around here, i can get a tank." He said, still not looking at me. "Hey, i am sorry. I didn't meant it to be this way, i just think that you deserve better." By better i mean- someone who is not pregnant from someone else.
"this is it? This is why you don't want it to happen? Because I deserve better? There is no fucking better." Did he just- "I know we don't know each other well, and I know you think it's not fair for Alli, but it's just feel-" i stopped him by pushing my lips against his. He is right. It's just feel.. wow. "I thought you said that you don't want to." He said with rough breathe, than put his lips on mine again. "I know what I said." Our kiss, our perfect kiss, got much heavier, our tongues got mixed. He pushed my body onto him and put his hand on my cheek. I stopped the kiss by puttin my forehead on his. "We need to stop." I said.
"I am sorry." He said, he clearly feels guilty. "No, not this way. We need to stop ,like, not to have sex in here." I said. I can feel him, I mean, ALL of him. "Oh my god I am sorry!" He said, can't stop his laughter. "No it's ok just not now." I said. I am so embarrassed.
"i am going to the fuel station, do you want me to order you a taxi?" Is he serious? "No of course not. I am coming with you." He really thought that I will leave him here?
"do you have a key to your room?" He asked when we arrived to the dorms. Shit. No i don't. Alli told me that she got a spare one but she forgot to give it to me! "No." I said. "It's ok you can wait in my place until Alli will be back." He said to me."is that ok?" I don't want to bother anyone.. "yes sure!" Chris is just.. he is perfect.
"I am pretty sure that this room is bigger than ours." I said while looking around. "Is that so?" He asked me, his hand is on my shoulder. When I turned around, our faces were close again. "So. I need to have a shower." I said nervously. "No problems, just a warning- my roommate is not so tidy." He smiled. "Wrote it." I said and walked into the shower. Its not THAT bad. Yes, the water are cold, but I expected something messy around here.
"Is there a towel there?" Chris yelled from the room. "Umm no!" I yelled back. Oh no. The shower is clear, nothing to hide me with. "I am coming in, I won't look!" He promised. He came with his hand on his eyes, a towel in his hand. "Thank you." I said. "Do you need anything else?" Yes I need some clean and regular clothes, not a fancy dress, but I'll obviously won't ask for it. "No everything is ok." I said.
While trying to dry myself and dress up, he knocked on the door. "Yeah?" I asked. "I am coming in again!" He said. What?? "Here take this." He put some clothes on the shelf and got out. He gave me his clothes. "I can't wear it! I am ok with my dress." I said. "Oh, c'mon! Its just a shirt and a pants. It's not a big of a deal." Chris said through the door. "Ok. Thanks." The shirt is grey, and the pants are black, they are going until the knees. My bra is dirty, so i don't wear it.
"Much better." Chris smiled at me. "Who is your roommate than?" I asked him. "Logan. He is a nice guy, a bit annoying, but nice." Logan. I don't think I know him. "So." Chris said. "So." I said back. Moment ago we were kissing, almost having a sex in the car, and now we are sitting here quite. "Are you sorry about what happened?" He asked me . "I know I should, but no. I don't." I said, it's true. "Good. Me too." He said, and got closer to me. He pushed my wett hair behind my ear and kissed me.
oh hell, it felt so good. We set on the bed, still kissing. "Ok we need to stop now or other way-" he started to say, I know what he was about to say but fuck. I need him. "No. We don't." I said i kissed him harder. "Shit. Are you sure?" He asked me. "Yes." I said. I am. He kissed me so passionately, i could hear his soft moans while i touched his ears. I started to undressed him, and holly shit. His body is so build. His chest, his abs, everything. Before I could reach his pants, he undressed me. He pulled up my, his, shirt, and saw that I don't wear a bra.
"fuck. You are so hot." He said while touching my breast. "Oh sorry." He pulled his hand. " No it's ok." I said. He turned me on, so badly. "Take of your pants." I moaned in his ear. "Shit, i am so hard." He said. I want him so badly now. "Bring me a condom. It's in the night stand." Oh sir, we don't need one, but i am not going into that now. "I am on pills." I said, can't wait any longer. He put my naked body on bad, so I am laying on it. He pulled his boxer down, and again, HOLLY SHIT. He kissed me on my neck before going in. "Oh god." i moaned quietly. "Shit. I want you to scream." He moaned in my ear. "Uahh!!" I moaned loud. It feels so good. Chris kissed my neck than my jawline and got back to my lips. "Fuck! you feel so good. You are so tight and warm." Chris said. "I am gonna cum!" He said while moving faster. "I'm cumming!" I said , and we both did at the same time.
I layed next to him to catch my breath, until we both fell asleep.
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