Today it's a free day from classes, so i made a brave yet probably stupid choice.
"Emma Jones? You are next." The doctor said. I am so nervous. First time at the women's doctor, alone. "This door please." The old creepy doctor said. "Here, lay down." No, not scary at all. "Hey. Umm, so i found out that I am pregnant, i want to be sure firs so i am here now." I said. "I see. I see. I will ask you some questions now." Please god, don't make it even more embarrassing. "Wich birth control were you using?" The doctor asked. Oh dear god. What have i done.
After too much questions, and worse answers, we arrived to the x-ray part. "Here, you can see the head, it has been only two weeks i can tell, so the baby is still small, i can't tell the sex yet. One last question- Were there any abortions in your family? Problems getting pregnant?" He asked. "Not that I know about." Good. I am officially pregnant. Two problems. Luke. Chris. No, make it four. My mom. College.
*We need to talk.* I texted Chris. I am so scared. *Yeah sure. When?* He is way WAY to good for me. For this. What will he say?
"Hey" Chris hugged me. "So where do you want to go?" He asked while we are getting into the car. "It doesn't matter, i really need to talk to you." I said, afraid of what will happen. "McDonald?" He asked, confused. "Yeah."
"Ok. What happened?" He asked after we both ate. "I am sorry. It has nothing to do with you, i just want you to know." I am terrified. "Come on, it's can't be that bad." He held my hand. "I am pregnant." I said, looked down. oh i forgot to mention. "From my ex boyfriend, not you, by the way. Not like from now, now. Before we met. You and me. Not him" Oh it's worse than i imagined. "Humm." Humm? That's all. "Yeah I should have told you before everything. I just checked it today." I said, trying not to make anything worse. Not working. "Anyway. I need to walk a little bit so I'll go now." Great. Now it's was like- oh I'm pregnant. Bye.
After i walked few steps, i heard someone running behind me. "Wait." Chris said. What?? "It's not fair. You shouldn't be in this situation alone. I am sorry that you haven't told me before too, but I don't want to change anything. I am in. I mean, if you want me to." Wait. What happened? He shouldn't be doing this. "What?" I asked with wett eyes. "You heard me. I really like you. No matter what we will need to go through, we will do it together." He can't be serious. "Chris we only know each other for like, ten days. You should just keep going. I wanted you to know so it'll be fair for you." I said and walked away. I can't let him ruin his future for me. I just can't.
*Please answer me. Don't do it. Don't ignore me. I know you think it's not a good idea, but i do.* He kept calling me and he sent me tons of messages. I shouted my phone down.
I shouldn't have to tell him. I shouldn't.
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