Book of secrets

CHAPTER 1

I was back at my old school, walking through the halls, then Luka and her friends stopped me.

Hey Vaness, what up and all I tried to speak, but I couldn't. Luka and her friends have been rude to me ever since they found out what happened to me, they said they were my friends at first. And I believed and trusted them, that was my biggest mistake. So where did you get your clothes, they're so... unique, Luka said in a sassy tone and pause before unique.

Probably from the dump, isnt that right faggort Bebe said. Thats probably why your parents didnt want you. They kept on saying things like Im useless or how emo I look, or how nobody likes me Or stuff about my parents, well kicking me. I tried to cover my ears to rid the words.

Then the sound of my door opening rid the dreams and then the lights turned on and a bright blinding light sepce through my eyelids. I hide my face in my pillow keeping my eyes shut, so they dont see the tears. There were two creeks in my bed, probably the twins, so I tried to fall back asleep, when I was almost asleep the twins's yelled

Wake up, wake up, wake up , I jolted up to see the 2 twins jumping on my bed.

Goodmorning Rosa and Eliza. What are you up, its summer I said sleepily,

Rosa wined We wanna play with you and were hungry

Ok I said let me get dressed and Ill make breakfast for all of us, then well play.

Yay they cheered and ran out of my room, probably to wake up the boys, I rolled my eyes they were silly. I got out of my bed making sure not to bang my knee on my nightstand, I walked over to my closet and grabbed the clothes out of my small dresser in my closet. I grab a put on a pair of faded red joggers and a black short sleeves t shirt, I walk out of my room, down the stairs and go to the kitchen. I open the cohorts and grab whatever ingredients I need, I crack the eggs and add the milk and other ingredients and whip them up together. I put the pancake pan on the stove and turn the knob to 4, I keep mixing the batter. I put my hand slightly above the pan to see if its heated, perfect. I then go get a spatula and pour some mix on the pan and watch as it sizzled and pressed down thinking about the dream. It was from my 7th grade school, it was the school I spent the longest at. For about 2 years, Luka was nice at the start. But somehow she figured out almost everything in almost a month, I dont even know how. I remember that foster home, it was pretty good at the start then the wife got in a car crash on the way home. She was always nice to me and treated me like her own, but the husband Coral used me for chores. When she was gone it became worse, he got drunk and told me to do a bunch of numerous things. He didnt care about homework but if I came home with a bad mark or a call home happened he would yell at me and sometimes punch me if it was something pretty bad. But it only worsed when he found out I was a lesbian, he would start hitting me and saying I was nothing and other horrible things. At the end of the year I finally got asked to change foster homes, the first time this year I didn't because I wanted to help him so I hid all the bruises. Then next year he complained about me how I was rude and disobedient. So when they ask me a second time, right after the school year instead of summer, I let them see some of the bruises. I was kinda happy to leave that hell hole, the only person Ill really miss is Aniza. She was the only friend I really trusted there, well she moved into my foster home second year because her Moms got shot at a protest. Shes the only thing that helped me get through it, sadly Coral didnt take much pity on her except letting her stay with us for the money. The only good times for us were the weekends when he was gone with his friends till Monday night.

Hey V James said you made pancakes he said happily and grabbed one off the plate and took a bite, I guess I made a bunch well I was thinking. Mhhhh he groaned these are so good, you have to make these more often V he praised, he then ruffle my hair with his other hand and walk off. I chuckled a little,