"Aisha that is horrible." I sigh.
" My child, you bet it was horrible. The count declared for Salim to start making his arm. I was getting ready to bare Asra and he forced my husband to stay in the palace." She groaned at the impression of the past. I think everyone hates the thought of Lucio.
"I would constantly tell Asra things are going to get better when he was 7 and then the devil shut us away."
Salim and Aisha grasp one another's hands. They looked down at their shoes trying to figure out what to say. Aisha gleaming at me. She was always so nice to me behaving toward me like her own daughter.
Salim always being that dad model since Asra told him I don't remember anything of my parents. Pretty sure this is the reason why they treat me this way?
" Just give Asra a bit, we don't know much about him like we would love to. But, He probably needs space?"
Salim confessed predicting that Asra may need time to think. We all know he will be back shortly... So I think.
" But he is blessed to have a girlfriend like you sweetheart. Just because he left doesn't me anything?"
" I hope so." I slug with a soft sigh the idea of Asra being gone for months now. Him being gone feels... Weird. And not a nice weird. Occasionally I kind of wish he didn't bring me back visualizing what it would have been like if he didn't.
I look back up with a smile, a teardrop trickling down my left cheek. I have never felt this feeling and it brings back memories from when I first came back.
"I don't mind giving him space he should have just told me." I look at them with regret ever doing anything with Asra.
"Izzy you are just sad my darling. Is there anything you guys argued about?" Aisha tapped Salim's shoulder signaling for a girl's moment.
"Thanks." I hugged Salim in return as he walked out closing the door behind him.
"Yes actually. But I didn't think it was a big deal? Until now..."
"Tell me, a little princess like you shouldn't be crying over my son due to an argument. It couldn't be that bad?" Aisha gets up making her way to the kettle pouring water as well with a couple of herbs inside of it. Signaling her finger making a fire.
" He just got mad about me and Julian spending a little time together at the rowdy raven. That's when we argued for a little. he doesn't trust me with him. Not with anyone after what happened to me." I pinched the middle of my nose adjusting my nose ring in place.
Aisha shaking her head. Hands-on her hips in disappointment either at me or Asra.
"That child he is sure like his father." She smiled pulling me into a hug.
"Asra is hard-headed like his father. Don't tell him I said that." She giggled taking a seat next to me.
"When I was with Asra's father we got into an argument due to one of my old friends, he said we were getting too close so he left and that was when I found out I was pregnant with Asra."
I raised my eyebrows in awe and surprise plopping an elbow on the table my fist holding my head up. Waiting for any other story she had to tell me.
"So what are you trying to say? Asra is scared of losing me again?" I hoisted an eyebrow.
"That's what I believe he also sounds like he doesn't trust you enough to be around anyone but he can't just keep the both of you on locked down." Aisha frowned at the things Asra is doing. And I wouldn't blame her.
I sighed quietly why would asra think like that? I can do things as well he can't just keep me on a tricycle. Sooner or later I'm going to ride a bike without the baby safety.
"Aisha," I called
"Yeah?" She replied
"I know what I have to do now." I nodded getting out of my chair pushing it in. Aisha rising to her feet with a smile on her face. She pulled me into a reassuring warm hug, squeezing her back laughing a Little bit.
"Please be careful Izzy. Let me know if anything something goes on alright? You know where we would be." She pulled away making our way to the door.
"Thank you, both of you guys. Tell Salim thanks. I will let you know."
We smiled at another before I closed the door behind me making my way to the outskirts of Vesuvia.
There was so much on my mind I couldn't handle it. I had too much to tell Asra but how?
Navigating the beat taking me wherever it will.
"Ugh!" I groan in pain kneeling putting my hands into the lake water. A cool sensation taking over me, taking all of my power and might out of me calling in Asra's name.
I soon launch myself at the edge of the forest lake the rain rushing down on me like a wave.
My question was, Why, Why does my heart feel like this? Is it expected to Asra hurting and possessing half of his heart... If he is trying to show me his emotions then it sure as in hell working.
To me, It doesn't matter if I have to keep following his shadows of darkness to get back to being in his arms. I miss us, I miss him!
Does he realize I last died from us arguing? Why would he let this happen again?
"Please answer me... ASRA GOD DAMMIT STOP IT HURTS!" Groaning my hand places itself over my half of a heart, screaming with all my might. A translucent, purple glowing event takes over my hands. I couldn't believe it. It's him. It is him.
" A-Asra?" A river of tears stream down my face, it's him, his face.
"Izz-" I cut him mid sentence the rage I felt wasn't me I just had to say it.
" Asra no, don't please. This happened in the past I feel it I don't remember much but. This hurts, you leaving wasn't supposed to happen again you should have told me. I get it's a little argument but for fuck sakes we are grown now! And I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It feels like I'm being stabbed!" Suddenly things got dark my breathing got slow and felt hard to breath my hands began to shake my hand dug into the sand my my head hung down.
I couldn't hear much he was saying at the moment I was mad and hurt I've never experienced such a feeling.
"Darling! Stop what are you doing? Listen breath your having an attack. I'm sorry I was over reacting and... I love you Izzy."
Did he just say he...
"Asra if you did you wouldn't have ever brought me back with pain this isn't love.."
hitting the water in anger, fright, annoyance. His face was gone. What did I do! I don't even know what to do!
God, I hate everything I just need him here not In a damn spell!
I feel my weak legs lift up from the ground, my body heating up with fire. What is this... the sky turning black red. Voices coming and going in and out of my ears. I shut my eyes for one second and scream from the top of my lungs.
Pain isn't my best mix. This power I have I can't control it. I just snapped.
Whirls of wind an lightning cover the whole island as lightning strikes down in-front of me.
One, two, three bolts bash down working it's was to the land.
Smoke filling my lungs as my vision goes blank and black.
Oh Asra please help me.
