𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐘 ʲˢᶜ

ix.

" thank you for that wonderful poem,
you may now go back to your seat missy " the old and balding professor said and ushered the girl into her seat, beside that guy

that guy whom she dedicated her poem for, he could feel his stare, his piercing stare that she always hated but she managed not to look his way and wipe the tear stain on cheeks

the bell rang and she didn't let any second pass and stood straight heading towards the door to leave, but a pair of hand stopped her

they locked gazes, oh great just the guy i would hate to talk with the most, she thought

she tried to look strong, even held back her tears that is urging to fall

" we need to talk " he said, " we have nothing to talk about, sungchan " she said, stern

" that poem, it's about me right? " and a bitter and irritated laugh was heard, coming from her

" the audacity? look, " and pointed at his chest " not everything is about you chan, stop assuming things " and just when she is about to leave, a hand stopped her, again

" not everything is surely about me, but that poem is, it's not that hard to say so why do you keep denying it? " sadness and begging laced on his tone, but she failed to hear

" it's not about you, " and looked away, " do i seem like i hate you? "

" don't you? " he said in a sarcastic manner, she gulped, " and what if i hate you? not like my opinion matters " and gagged because of her statement

" why do you think that way? do i seem like i don't care about you? like your opinion doesn't matter? " he said in frustration

" because it doesn't! " she snapped, sungchan tried to tame his emotions and breathed in, " you keep on saying those things because you don't believe in yourself and you're too dense for god's sake! "

" me? dense? you must be kidding me! if i am dense then you are such a player! you keep on acting like you care, like you actually have feelings for me! you make my heart skip a beat then the next day you're cold,and yes! that poem it about you, about how i hate you because you make me feel all these fuzzy fizzy feelings then run away from it! " and tears started to stream, her voice getting hoarser

" i hate you! and this butterflies, and this stupid shitty feelings! i hate you " sungchan bought her closer, snuggled her into his arms and draw circles on her back

" i'm sorry, shh " the only words the he can mutter

after snapping back she released herself from the embrace, " no this is wrong, you don't like me, i'm sorry for pushing myself to you, i promise " and hiccuped

" i-i promise i'll stay away from you and i-i'll stop this feeing from growing- "

she is unable to continue her words when she felt a pair of soft lips on top of her, completely in aghast

she tried to push him away but with that body build? impossible, so she kissed back and savored this moment that will probably never happen again

and after minutes, sungchan broke out from the kiss

" see this is why i hate you! you kiss me but you doesn't even like me- "

" what the fuck?! you don't think that i go around kissing people right?! and this is why i told you that you are fucking dense! " he yelled that made the girl widen her eyes in shock

" i love you! can't you see that?! all those sweet actions? words? i mean all those, how dense can you really be?! " he can't help but to shout because of how frustrated he is

" y-you love me? ", " i just said it, c'mon " he facepalmed at how silly the girl is

" you mean it? like really, really? " she cautiously asked " really really "

" why didn't you tell me then?! i am always hurting about you not liking me back and having this shitty feelings! " she ranted that caught him off

" i was afraid okay? it's my first time feeling this after i played with all those girls, so i didn't know how to approach you or how to properly confess, heck i didn't even know that this is love already, " she looked at him intently, seeing sincerity in his eyes

" but seeing you cry while you recite that poem, i am hurt and i can't bear to see you like that so i called you out "

his statement curved a huge smile on her face, " i love you too " and now it is his turn to smile and pulled her into a hug " i hate you " the girl kidded

" no you don't " and both of them giggled, " why yes i do "

" they say, the more you hate, the more you love "

" i hate you, sungchan "

end .