A Month Full Of Memories With You [SEULRENE]

Are you sleeping now?

Seulgi POV

I bring Joohyun to her room, after I put her in her bed she suddenly hold my arm.

"Why? Do you need anything?" She didn't answer me and just look at me at the eyes, I avoid it quickly.

"I'm sorry Seulgi" she suddenly cries.

"Why are you crying? Did the others said something to you? Huh? Tell me!" I hold her hand and it is really cold.

"If I know that will happen I shouldn't have leave you" What is she talking about?

"What are you talking about?"

"I should have stay by your side" I wipe her tears, I don't know why she is crying.

"Tell me, what they told you"

"You, you almost die because of me" she burst out crying, I just hug her.

They will not tell Joohyun about this unless Joohyun asks them.

"I told you not to interfere with my personal life anymore then you will not know about this"

"I can't stop myself from asking, I'm so sorry" she cries on my shoulder "I should have not ask you to stay with me for a month and just die without you knowing"

I let go and hold her face.

"You didn't ask don't blame yourself about this, its me who wants to stay with you"

"I hurt you! You should have curse at me, you should have blame me for everything, you should have not stay"

"I want to do that! I really want but I just can't do it"

"A year have passed but its still you, I still miss you, I still....love you" I hug her and I let her cry in my shoulders

"I am so sorry" she still apologize at me. My emotions are in a mess. I feel angry but happy at the same time. I feel sad, guilty and I feel love.

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After I make Joohyun fell asleep I go back to the rooftop and they are already cleaning the place.

"Did she sleep already?" Yerim ask

"Yes" I replied

"I plan..I plan on marrying her" I said to them, they were all surprised when I said that.

"Did we hear it clearly? You... You will marry her?" Byul ask

"Yes"

"Wa..why?" She ask again

"Seulgi, after a year? You will just marry her? You will just waste all our comforts and advice to you?" Jisoo asks

"I am not wasting it, I-"

"You almost die!" Jisoo yells

"Jisoo stop" Jennie said

"Let me explain first" I told them

"Explain yourself" Yerim said

"These days that I've been seeing her I always tell myself that I already move on and I don't love her anymore. But now I realized that I still love her, I still want to stay her"

"But she is dying Seulgi" Jisoo said

"I know, I want her to be in my heart forever until I die"

"Are you sure about this?" Jennie asks

"I'm sure" I replied

"We can't do anything about this but promise me that you will not do what you did last time?"