Chapter 3

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6 days. It's been six days since I haven't messaged H.

I have this feeling that I should message him to see if he's alright, but ill feel like ill be too annoying and I don't wanna do that.

Part of me was saying 'Message him' but the other part was telling me no. I don't know what to do.

I picked up my phone and started typing.

Louis: Hey H, um I haven't talked to you in a couple of days. so um I was just checking if you were fine.. ?

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It's been 5 hours now since I sent the message. Now I regret it because what if I was being to annoying or nosy? What if he doesn't want to talk to me any more?

As I was thinking about that my phone ring, I got a text message. I was secretly hoping it'd be H. or whatever his name is.

H: I'm fine. H .x

Louis: are you sure ... ?

H: mhm why wouldn't I?

Louis: because we're texting so I cant see when your lying or not

H: if I tell you the truth will you stop worrying so much?

Louis: yess!!!

H: um okay. well, life is bad for me so that's why I hate myself. I'm known as the 'popular' one at school I guess. and if I tell anyone my "secret" they'd all hate me. I know it.

Louis: sorry life's not going well :(
can I know your secret? Ill tell you if it's really bad of what. Oh I don't judge js.

H: I can't I'm sorry. You'll probably hate me too if I tell you.

Louis: I won't I promise

H: really?

Louis: yes really, just go for it

H: okay um.. I'm gay..?

H: if you don't wanna talk to me after this it's okay I already expected it.

Louis: H, I'm gay too.

Louis: so I'm pretty sure it'd be stupid if I hated you

H: oh um so you don't hate me?

Louis: Do you hate me for being gay?

H: No why would I

Louis: exactly, I'm not going to hate you or anything.

H: oh okay.

Louis: That's not even a bad secret. Why are you so scared of coming out?

H: everyone in this damn town is homophobic. and if I told my parents they'd hate me and probably never talk to me again.

Louis: why would your own parents hate you because of that?

H: they go to church and as you see they believe being gay is a sin.

Louis: oh I'm sorry. um can I know how old you are?

H: sorry I didn't tell you I'm 19.

Louis: oh 19.. aren't you old enough to live on your own?

H: yes. I've tried before, but they told me once I'm out of their roof, it means I'm going to do everything by myself. they won't give me any money or anything. and I don't wanna live in the streets as you can see.

Louis: ah that sucks.

Louis: I think we've talked alot that I don't even know your name! My name is actually Louis, whats yours?

H: Louis :) mine is Harry

Louis: Harry, I like it :)

Harry: don't make me blush haha. xx

Louis: ill try my best harry ;)

Harry: creep

Louis: oh whatever!

Louis: got to go my sisters are here! bye harry! :) xx

Harry: bye Louis!

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Hiii pumpkins! I hoped you liked it :) love you all - Y .xx

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