The first boy I ever loved

DONT TRICK ME JERK!!

~ Falco's Pov ~

after that day i dont know what to do. Rain is just so garded by herself and by her tow little boy friend's. I never liked Stephen, he was a smarty pants and acted like he was smarter then everyone because he  always gets a hundred in math and stuff like that. 

And Xavier is so mean, how in the world could Rain like him. he is a bully and a trickster not to mention he only really cares about him self. so HOW COULD SHE PIC THEM AS FRIENDS OVER MEEEE, i yelled in my head.    

it dont matter anymore because Rain Storm  WILL BE MINE. she will not just act like she hates me. i meen how could she NOT  love MEE. im perfect and i would love her no matter what. hmm  but how could i get her alone for a little bit........

~ Rain's Pov ~

i was walking around and i had reached my locker. as i open it i find a letter fall out and land at my feet. i bind down to pick it up. it was sighed by Xavier. i opened it and read it. it said to meet up at the garden. AWW, i thought. 

~ after school ~

i walked to the garden and set under a cherry blossom tree. i watch the pedals fall to the ground all around me as i waited for Xavier to come. as i looked around i seen someone coming but it was not Xavier.

I stood up to see who the figure was moving closer to me. It Took a minute but my eyes finally came into focus. I finally see the person walking towards me but it's not who I wanted or expected it to be. W What are you doing here? i ask confused. 

the boy that had walked up to me was none other then Falco Flashmen. I thought I'm got rid of you before, I say looking angry and feeling angry too. He gets closer to me and pins me to the tree. Hey leave me alone, i yell as he looks at me. i try to fite him but he is to strong and i stand no chance.

STOP PLEASE, i beg him. He get some surprised book in almost a guilty look on his face. why should i, he askes with a grin. STOP GRINING AND PLEASE LET ME GO, i beg him more. WHY SHOULD I, he yells in my face. 

PLEASE, i yell more. PLEASE STOP. he lets go of me for a second but then grabs both my rist and drags me somewhere. i try to fight him but he had a hold of me pretty tightly. he them throws me. i fall to the ground and lift my head to se where i am.

I was expecting the dark grey room but I instead got a beautiful Cliff with a perfect view of the sunset. why did you bring me here, i say looking at him. he roles his eyes and looks to the side. i have this beautiful, beautiful video and no one to share it with. 

WHAT THE HELL YOU COULD HAVE TACKEN ME HERE THE HOLE TIME INSTEAD OF PINNING TO  A  TREE. im so sorry i could not help it, he said as he falls to the ground starting to cry. I instinctively run to his side. hey its.. i stop before i finish my sentence. It's not OK, i think to myself. you don't need to cry, i say patting him on the back.

your to kind to people like me. well i meen im not so innocent either, i say looking at him. he looked at me and smiled. i sorry i hurt you, he said. he hugged me and buried his head in my stomach. i pat his back again.

you know if Xavier finds out he will kill you literally, i say grining. PLAESE DONT TELL HIM, he yelled starting to get worried. HAHA, i burst out laughing. like i would do that. i stand up and reach my hand down to him. he grabed it and i pulled him up. we walk away from the spot.

the dark side of my mind starts thinking about what happed and if i should pay him back in a gruesome way. NO, i yell in my mind. he he already apologized there's no reason to still be mad at him. go away, i say to my dark side of my mind.

ok ok, i say finally getting past the dark side of my mind and all those evil thoughts I had. i put on one of my all time fav songs "dear god" by DAX the rapper. I start to think about all the depression issues I have. I don't show them a lot but I know I have them I don't need pills and I've never had a therapist for it. I never thought I'd need a therapist. I deal with that kinda stuff by myself.

I walk home and as soon as I go through the door I run up the steps not saying hi or anything to my mom or my brother sitting at the table eating dinner. I plop down on my bed and put on a sad song "reasons to stay". It's one of my favorite songs too and it makes me overthink a bunch of stuff and then I get over it. it helps me feel better about my depression.

 I fall asleep with my headphones in listening to all kinds of sad music that I love. Sad music gives me a reason to wanna wake up in the morning and helps me realize that other people's lives are way worse than mine and that I have nothing to be sad about.