The first boy I ever loved

the meet up

~ my pov ~ 

umm do you need something, i said as i kid yunger walked up to me. she had dark brown hair and prity blue eyes. she looked about like 7-8 or something. yes can you help me get my ball back, she said pointing at some ball that some boys about my age [ 13- 14] were kicking around. hey, i yelled as i got up. what do you want, one of the boys said back. that ball give it to me now, i hissed at him. take it from me, he said. if you can. dont do this to your self just give the ball back, i said rolling my eyes. why are you scared of me, he said grinning. no i just dont wanna hurt you, i scoffed. Ooo, said the other tow boys behind him. then take it from my scardy cat. im not a SCARDY CAT, i yelled as i ran at him faster then i have ever. in one move i had the ball in under one of my feet and the boy that had it was now on the ground and looked like he was about to cry.

his friends ran to him and asked him if he was ok. NO, he yelled. LOOK AT MY ARM IT LOOKS BROKEN, he yelled more. i tryed to tell you that you could stand no chance, i said looking at him. IM TELLING MY.. MY... MY MOM ON YOU, he yelled as he ran away with is friends. THANK YOU, the little girl yelled happily as she hugged my lower legs. it was nothing, i said. i could see a shadow waching us. hmm? what, asked the little girl. nothing, i said to her. im ema by the why, she said smiling. o im rain, i said back. nice to meet you, ema said kindly. you too, i said back. ema, said a voice from behind us. we both looked and it was a older lady about 20-30 yairs old by the look of it. come now, said the lady as she grabed ema away from me. 

but but mom, ema wined as see looked at me. what did i tell you about strangers, she wisper yelled as she looked at me. BUT MOM SHE HELPED ME, ema yelled at her trying to pull away. her mom held her tite as she dragged her away. rude, someone said behind me. hu? i turned to see who it was. Xavier, i thought. hey rain how have you been, he asked still waching ema and her mom leaveing. i rolled my eyes and walked passed him. he grinned at me. so i will see you at the garden, he said walking away. he stoped and turned to me. i will see you there right? he asked with a worried look that he was trying to hide with a fake grin. i might go, i said. youl just have to wait and find out. ok then, he walked away and i turned and walked to a binch to read at.

~  Xaviers pov ~

as i walked away i found myself hopeing that rain goes to the garden. she was the tipe that would not show up sometimes no matter who you are, i thought. i just.. i dont know what will happen.

- time skip - 

it was almost time for rain to go to the garden and i was standing there looking for any sign of her or even the outline of her body. she texted me and told me that she would have to go latter at like 9:00 bc her dad was gonna go to a party  and she would have a better time trying to sneek out of her houes. finiely i could see her walking through the dark makeing her way to me. my head was spinning now as i wached her get cloeser to me. you came, i said trying to sound not so happy but i could not hide how happy i was to see her. yes i did, she sighed. she was looking down at her phone and when i tryed to look at what it was she was staring at she turned her phone off. 

why am i here? bc i umm.. i had to give this to you, i said as i leaned in and kissed her on the lips. she did not do anythang but stained there. she looked like she was blushing but it was dark and i could not see her very well. umm.. you ok, i said slyly to her. she looked away and asked me why i did that. i lo.. i was about to say. i fixed myself and said i dont know bc i wanted to. she looked at me and in the light of the streat lamp i could she something in her eyes. something i have never seen before. it looked like she was longing for something more. 

~ rain/ my pov ~

i was looking at him and i was thinking about what he did trying to proses it. should i kiss him back, i thought. i felt him tuch my fase and play with a peace of my hair. i blushed but then slapped his hand away. stop that, i said as he grinned at me slowly drawling his hand away from my face. 

he put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me on the fins that was all around the garden. i looked at him. he looked me in the eyes and then slipped his left hand around me pulling me closer to him. i was blushing bc i knew what was gonna happen. he leaned in again just like i thought he would. i pulled my head away but he had his other hand on the back of my head to stop me. i felt like i was tied up in a rope and i could not move. 

i placed  my hands around his shoulders and as are lips clashed i felt something i never thought i would feel. it was love. we stayed like that for like ever then he pulled away to see my face. he was still holding me and i did not fight him. we stayed there for like 2-3 hours. i got a text from my dad.

                                                                        ~ PHONE~

DAD- i am on my way home with a girl just to let you know

                                                       over come friend my can ok- RAIN

DAD- yes

                                                                                                                                                bye thx - RAIN

 i sighed. i have to go but if you want you can come with me to hang out at my houes, i said as i untangeled myself from his arms. hang out? he asked with a sly grin. UGH dont even do that, i said to him. he smiled ok sorry. i started walking then turned to him. you coming, i asked. yes i can, he said sliding his phone into his right pocket. 

as we walk to my houes i could feel a strong gaze on me. i turned my head and Xavier was staring at me but he seen me looking at him so he looked down at the grown a kicked a pebbel he had seen. is something rong, i asked him. no im good, he said not looking at me still. ok, i said bluntly. he looked up at me and looked a little surprised by what i said and how i said it.

what, i sighed. i was expecting you to ask a another question, he said grinning. well then I said. he laughed and we walked to my house silently for the rest of the time. 

when we got to my house i was in my room talking to Xavier when my older brother who was like 16 asked me why i had a boy in my room. god blake GET OUT, i said throwing a pillow at him. he slid out of the door before the pillow hit him. wow he seems nice, Xavier said sarcastically. i know right, i said back. we laughed and then he said ' wow your cute when you laugh. then he leaned in all of a sudden and he kissed me. the door swung open but he did not move. 

it was blake that opened the door and when he seen what was happening i knew what was next. i pushed Xavier off of me and my brother stomped over to us and yelled at Xavier who was sniggering the hole time. i punched his shoulder and he glared at me then i ponted at blake who was yelling still. GOD SHUT UP BOTH OF YOU, i yelled as Xavier was yelling too now. they both looked at me surprised. WHAT, i yelled. then i wondered. blake what is dad doing, i asked. oh um he is.. uh drunk on his bed why, he said. i was wondering why he has not come up here to find out what the yelling is, i aswered. oh, blake said. WHY DID YOU KISS HER, he yelled at Xavier. 

UGH SHUT UP BLAKE HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND AND WOULD IT MATTER ANYWAY IT WAS JUST ONE KISS, i yelled. but one leads to more and more and i am not leting you fall for this play boy, he said to me. im NOT A PLAY BOY I HAVE NEVER EVEN KISSED ANYONE BEFORE, he yelled at blake. i dont care leave now, blake said. Xavier looked at me questioningly and i sighed. i new there was no point in fighting my brother. ok bye rain see you tommorow, he sighed.