Potter's daughter!!

Inside the mind

Draco's POV

I want her. Do I want her? Why do I want her?
Why did it have to be her? What the fuck is wrong with me?

She's my student! I'm married! I have a son with my wife! ........ shes fucking Harry potters daughter!

She fell asleep in my arms. She was so peaceful, pure.....beautiful. Why? Why is she so beautiful. Her stupid blue eyes, stupid brown hair, stupid smile, stupid beautiful art that she draws.

I carried her to my bed around 4am after I sat there watching her breath....n-not in a creepy way just she's so mesmerizing. I laid her down in my black silk bed. She looked so peaceful laying there. I laid the covers over her making sure she didn't get cold. My room was always cold compared to her. She was warm. I didn't lay down with her. I walked to my sofa laying down on my back. Just thinking. Thinking of what it would be like to be with her. STOP! Stop fucking thinking that. I don't deserve her. I don't even love the wife I got .......how am I supposed to love her. She deserves love. And I don't got it. I don't got love. What the fuck is love.

I think I went asleep around 7am.

I started hearing foot steps around 9am. I look up and there is standing Morgan. " hey" she said with a smile. Why the fuck is she so cute. "Hey" I said smiling back. " good morning " she said. " g-good morning?" I said confused. " what? Have you never heard of good morning?" She said. " uh no.....am I supposed to?" I said. " yeah....has no one ever said good morning to you....like your parents?" She said in a sad tone. " oh uh no. I didn't talk to my parents like that. We just talked about um stuff." I said. " w-what stuff?" She said scared. " I think your father had already told you." I said " yeah ....yeah I think he did . uh I should go!" She said walking to grab her shoes. " no please!" I said grabbing her arm. " Professor I'm scared." She said " w-what. P-professor? Malfoy Draco Malfoy." I said " Draco" she said " don't be scared let me explain please!" I said " okay go ahead." She said sitting down beside me. " what your father had told you.....was probably true. I grew up thinking my father was the answer to everything. He told me to do something I did. If I didn't I-I was h-hit. He scared me all the way till he died. It showed me how he was was weak. To me all through childhood he was scarier then death. Until he met death. It didn't scare me anymore. HE didn't scare me anymore. My mother on the other hand was caring and sweet she just didn't show it around him. She only told me she loves me when my father wasn't around. In my teenage years I-I was taught horrible things.....things you should never be around. During the w-war I had no choice. I joined my father. I had no choice. It was either join or die. Oh god I wished I died.....I wanted to." I explained. She started to cry. " no please" I said trying to stop her. " no shut-up and come here......why the fuck are you so difficult. I want to hold you now come here!" She said crying more. I hugged her as she hugged me. She looked up looking into my eyes. We stared into each other's eyes until she crashed her lips into mine. I didn't react right away. I was stunned. After a few moments I started kissing back. We moved together like we were moving to the same beat. A heartbeat. We both pulled away trying to catch our breath. She smiled at me her tears were now dry. I crashed my lips back into hers. She kissed back instantly. I pushed her down on her back. I stopped kissing her and looked at her. Looked into her eyes. She was underneath me. So delicate but she looked as if she had a million things running through her mind. " want to go to Hogsmeade?" I said smiling " sure " she said smiling back " only if you will lay here with me for a little while......I know you didn't get enough sleep!" She said " sure !" I said.