The secret

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Draco's POV
I can't keep lying to her.
I can't hide this anymore.
It's killing me.
I can't keep lying. I hold my breath when I around her because I'm afraid I'm going to say something and mess everything up.
It's gonna mess everything up!
I'm going to mess everything up.
I was always do.

She will leave me.
She's gonna hate me.

Would she leave me?
Would she hate me?

Stop!
I can't this is driving me crazy.

Okay back on track.
Oh my Merlin a 1st year just ran past me!

I'm currently walking down hogwarts halls to the nurses wing.
It takes awhile.
A looooong walk.
With just me and my thoughts.
Hopefully none of her friends see me.
It's not important really.
I just don't need her finding out.
Yeah I'll tell her when I'm ready.
Will I ever be ready?

I'm feeling dizy.
Well that was I get it's always like this in the mornings I skip because I'm dumb. I was supposed to get the medicine last night but I spent it with her instead....I don't regret any moment. I loved every moment with her. Even when she drives me insane.

Her smell
Her touch
Her eyes
Her long hair
Her smile
Her lips
Her laugh
It's all just.....insane


I haven't went back to my house in a couple of weeks. Mostly because of my wife that was there. Well ex wife
She's supposed to be gone but I'm afraid to go and check.
I will tomorrow though.
I'm definitely not gonna back out.....nope
She's gone!
She's not even relavent why does she keep popping up in my head.
I look down and I sweating so bad.
Merlin I'm going to have to hurry.
I'm now sprinting down the halls. I run into the nurses wing.
" Draco dear why are you running "
Madam said looking at me as she was finishing making my medication.
" the s-symptoms" I said breathless.
" oh my dear. Well that's what you get for skipping and not getting them on time. " she said putting her hands on her hips.
" please dear let me help you " she said walking over to me holding my hand and walking me over to a bed and laying me Down.
" I'm so sorry-"
" no need to apologize Draco " she said walking over to get the medicine.
She opened up a brown gold dusted box.
It had silver designs on it. Little flowers.
She pulled out a blue shiny jewl.
She said something really quickly and quietly and the jewl opened. She came walking over to me.
" now Draco open your mouth " she said with the opened jewl.
I leaned my head back and opened my mouth as she poured a blue liquid in my mouth.
It didn't have a taste.
She took the jewl and put it back in the box. 
" now dear...D-Draco I'm still looking for the cure! I haven't gave up I promise! " She said playing with her hand giving me a said look.
" I know " I said looking down.
" but I will though. " she said smiling.
" this medication isn't gonna last forever " I said still looking down.
" that's why I'm trying I best" she said as she looked down also.
" well I'm going to go now " I said standing up and walking out. 
" oh yes bye Draco " she said waving.
She was trying to be cheerful
" bye " I said as I nodded.


I started walking back.
Slower then last time.
She hadn't found the cure.
Will she ever find the cure?
Will she?
This just can't be-
" Draco ...."
I look down and Morgan is staring at me.
" oh um what are you doing here" I asked.
" what are you" she asked folding her arms.
" I had to check on a student " I said beginning to walk off.
" what...um okay. " she said running up to me.
" Draco ...you sing lie to me do you?" She said biting her lip.
" never " I said gritting my teeth

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