(A/N: don't worry I'm not sui***al but this was written when I was having a dysphoria attack)
sometimes I just wanna go and cry
Curl up in a ball and cry
till I fall asleep
so I might dream away the time
sometimes I hope that this life isn't mine
hope this life isn't mine, oh
so when I wake up in the morning
ill know that this was just a dream
But, oh, it never seems to end and,
oh, the pain is never-ending
Sometimes I feel stupid when
I stare blankly at a screen
With sloppy tears running down my cheeks
Sometimes I wish my life would end
I feel so weak
And I've been pushed to the breaking point
I feel like I'm gonna scream
Sometimes I feel like every complement
That was ever said to me
Was completely and utterly
Insincere
Oh, It's natural for me to think
That nobody has ever cared for me
Even when I know that
It's not true
I'm weaker than you think
But I'm stronger than I know
So I guess I'm at an impasse with myself
Oh I'm stronger than I think
But I'm weaker than you know
So now I'm at an impasse with you too
But, oh, it never seems to end and,
oh, the pain is never-ending
Please just make it stop
(If I get 20 votes I'll record myself singing this and post it)
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Randomap·pa·ri·tion /ˌapəˈriSH(ə)n/ (noun) a ghost or ghostlike image of a person. A collection of songs by Flowers. A lot of them are sad and/or incomplete. A chunk of them may be featured in an album I'm making called 'a look into the mind of...
