I found love❤️

chapter 8

Recap:(i lied because i might be)

It was 11:30 in the morning and yet i'm still scared of what happened earlier although i forgot because me and austin were getting ready to go out and eat something. 'Baby are you almost done' i heard austin yell from downstairs 'yes babe almost' i yelled back i was wearing black high waisted skinny jeans,a loose white crop top that said "mine" in black i wore my black and white sparkly flats i curled my hair and i did my make up in a flash.I then took some selfies i was going to take a mrrior one when i see austin walking in i turn around and make eye contact with him 'babe your-your-your hot' he says i giggle and peck his lips 'babe we're matching' i say as i look at him 'oh yeah' he says suprised 

my ass he was suprised he did it on purpose

'lets go i say' we walk downstairs to get going when austin wraps his strong muscular arms around my waist 'we're matching baby' he says 'yeah i know i realized' i say he kisses my cheek and lets me go.

-in the car-

'babe' i hear austin say 'yes love' i say 'where do you want to go princess' he says he made me melt i love when he calls me sweet names he's the cutest 'i don't know where ever you want it's fine with me' i say  he then stares at me i can see him from the corner of my eye except i didn't care i was just on my phone looking through instagram 'babe,babe,babe,babe' he says 'what.what,what,what' i say back giggling 'i love that shirt, because damn right' he says as he was parking the car i just giggled i look out the window to see that we were in some restaurant it looked fancy too thank god i dressed ok ha i got out of the car and austin was waiting for me we interwined our fingers and walked in it smelled so good or was it austin's cologne? or am i that hungry? we went to sit on a table i felt like shit honestly im still not feeling well but im trying not to show it 'are you ok baby' i hear austin say 'yes im fine babe' the waitress came and we ordered our food while we were waiting for our food me and austin talk about how both of us feel.

45minutes later

me and austin were laying down watching 'the blind side' when all of the sudden i ran to the bathroom 4th time throwing up ugh i dont know what's wrong with me i can't deal with the fact of knowing i might be pregnant i can't i'm only 17 austin is only 18 we can't be parents at a young age we can't not now. i was scared but i had to i took the only pregnacy test i had i have to know. i went back to austin he looked up at me 'you're pregnant arent you?' he says 'n-n-no im not' i felt tears forming in my eyes i couldn't help it but cry i just stood there i felt austin stand up 'it's ok baby we'll get through it together' he says kissing my forehead while hugging me  those words just made me cry more austin let go of me and went into the bathroom i followed him becuase i needed to look at the test  i took it from the sink as soon as i saw it i dropped it i put my hand over my mouth and the other on my stomach my eyes formed more tears more and more austin picked it up and looked at me 'don't cry baby i'm here right next to you i'm sticking with you through it all' he said  i didn't say anything i just cried and cried, i cried because i was scared very scared how am i going to tell my parents how will they react,what if i do something wrong,what if i'm not a good mother,what if austin ends up leaving me what if i loose my friends? all those thoughts ran through my head i looked at austin and kissed him,after awhile i felt him smile through the kiss 'i'm scared so scared' i said 'baby don't be scared, if your scared about me leaving i'm telling you now im not leaving im staying' he said i cried more and more.

hours later

i woke up and turned around to see austin sleeping i look at the time and it was only 7:00 at night i grabbed my phone and sent a text message to my parents,& my friends.

me; hey guys um tomorrow at around 4:30 i'm having a little dinner and i would like you guys to come it'll be at austin's house:)see you then 

my parents; ok sweetie see you then i love you:*

my friends;ok bitch we'll see you there we've missed you love you bunches!!!!

austin woke up and looked at me and just smiled.I smiled back and kissed him on the lips passionately