Please? [MarkBam] ✔️

005

In the other room, sits Yugyeom with Jackson.

"I got some gossips, but you go first" Yugyeom smiled, puzzling Jackson.

Nonetheless, the older shrugged it off. "Well, tad bit sad. Bambam just told them Jinyoung can take Mark with him in his room or he can exchange with him since Mark is such a ghost, saying he liked it without Mark" he heaved a sigh, scaring Yugyeom.

"Jinyoung hyung answered him with a yes" his shoulders dropped, with a roll of his eyes. "They're stupid, I swear" Yugyeom exclaimed, looking at Jackson.

"Look, I heard something from them. Youngjae hyung and I went to the same cafè, behind you guys so must've not noticed. We came before they also arrived" he explained.

Jackson scooted closer to him, Yugyeom was taking too long. "Youngjae hyung didn't notice since he was busy on phone, we're finished but we stayed a bit more so I heard.

Turns out, Mark hyung decided on it because many haters started to build, and he wanted Bambam to not know. As for Jinyoung hyung, he likes someone and he wanted to move on so he agreed. At first he was against it, but then, it's a win-win.

And uhm, Jinyoung hyung likes one of us in the group, I just d-didn't hear" he lied, leaving that part to the two.

Jackson stood up, "So I guess I don't really have a chance on it?" Jackson sighed, Yugyeom smirking in his mind. "You guess. You can work on that hyung, I'll take over Bambam and Mark's problem and all, you can go back to Jinyoung hyung" he teased, earning a slap in the arm from Jackson.

As Jackson left his room, a sigh escaped his lips.

Why am I even born selfless?

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Morning came, as usual, Bambam didn't come down to eat. Yugyeom was about to bring the food to their room, when Mark volunteered doing so.

"I'm his roommate, anyway" he reasoned out. He went to their room, knocking twice before coming in, welcomed by a spaced out Bambam. "Hey, u-uhm you should eat"

Bambam giggled off to space, clearly sarcastic. "I expected Yugyeom, why are you here?" he looked at him straight in the eyes, "You really care or you're just bored? If you're bored then get out, I don't care if your room is here. Never felt like it-"

"I care... I care Bam, I just... didn't know how to show it" he caught him off, earning an emotionless glare from the younger. "Oh really? So you decided to just care for someone else because you don't know how to show me? Nice one. Leave the food there and get out, very appreciated." he coldly said, before turning his back on him.

The older could only sigh, obeying what he's been told to do, leave the food, leave him alone.

When in fact, Bambam wanted him to stay, wanted him to hug him, talk to him more, even in that way. But what can he do? Oh yeah, cry alone.

And he did, his hopes thrown to the trash can. He ate in silence afterwards, engulfing the heavy silence with him.

Yugyeom quickly pulled Mark to his room, wanting to talk some shit on his head.

"I want you to be true hyung, okay? Just fix it." he sighed, puzzling Mark. "Oh come on, I am not that numb to not feel it, and I've heard you and Jinyoung hyung yesterday at the café"

Now they looked straight at each other's eyes, Yugyeom's having some sort of heavy feelings.

"I... I like Bambam, and I did not push myself to help him when you're hurting him for you to waste my sacrifice. Fix it, because he needs you.

Stay when he asks you to leave, hug him when he asks you to break up with him, tell him you love him whe he tells you that you don't, just... love him, love him because I can't do that.

If I was selfish then I already stole him from you, hyung. But he's happier with you, and I can't force something impossible. So fix it, make him feel loved like how he deserved, because only you can make him feel so" he teared up, right then and there.

Mark could only nod, putting his hand on Yugyeom's shoulder. "Yugyeom-ah, thank you" he said, hugging him lightly before rushing to their room.

And he sat there, alone, crying his heart out. He sacrificed something big, and no matter how selfless this sounds, Bambam's happiness always mattered before his.

Bambam-ah, please, be happy, for me.

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He basically busted the door, rushing to hug Bambam, who just finished eating.

"Baby, I'm sorry, I'm such a fool, please, forgive me Bam" he pleaded, crying.

Bambam, who was literally shocked from it, pushed him lightly. "What happened with you? And yeah, you're a fool, knew it" he sighed, looking at him.

Mark just wiped his tears, still looking down. He then kneeled in front of him, looking at the younger with his teary eyes, "I always thought of how much will they say about you, how will they judge you, us.

But I never thought you'll be more hurt that way, I never minded that, and I just realized. Please, baby I miss you, forgive me" he sobbed, holding the both of his hands.

And Bambam could never resist it, he never dared to, but he knew better.

"I don't know anymore, hyung. Let's end this here" he sighed, standing up, taking back his hand from the older.

Mark went frantic, standing up, "Baby, please, give me a chance-"

"And let's start again, start from the beginning. We can't continue something that already faded, or we'll keep on blaming it. We should start anew, shouldn't we?" Bambam caught him off, a smile now playing in his lips.

He hugged him, "Yes, Bambam. As long as I'll have you in the end, I'll do everything you want me to."

Bambam hugged him back, "Let's not mess up, let's not repeat anything that has passed" he smiled again, earning a nod from the older.

As someone listened, from outside their door, hiding. Tears on his face, a bitter smile in his lips.

You're happy now, it's time to find my own.

How's the twists? Meh, they're expected anyway.