Chapter 14

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Misses Takanobu's message just made me smile.
And with that smile I look at Aone.
He's confused
I laugh
"I love your reactions haha"

Aone has his hands in his pockets and is wearing a big fluffy jacket.
It's getting cold outside so he's also wearing a scarf.
We are standing a foot away from each other

The bus didn't take too long to arrive.
We go to our seats
Hes sitting on the window side because I think the window is to cold.
As the bus drives off I put my head on Aones shoulder
He doesn't seem to care.

Later
We got off the bus
"I'm going to a hotel now"
Aone says
"you're not coming to my moms house? "
"no"
"Why?"
" It's too personal. I don't know your family or your father well enough to show up on his funeral"
Well thats a good point
"but I want to introduce you to my mom!"
Aone raises his shoulders
"i dont know"

We go our separate ways.
I will probably see him again tomorrow
I hope I see him tomorrow

Aones pov

Im going to the nearest hotel.
The trip with [y/n] was very spontaneous.
But things worked out.
I should text my mother and say that thinks went well and that im going to be on my way home tomorrow

"good morning mother.
[y/n] and me arrived well. The bus didn't take too long.
She is going to her mothers home now.
[y/n] and me are probably gonna be back by Wednesday
Have a good day
Aone"

I lay down on my bed.
[y/n] is gone
She has become a big part of my life
But is this love?
Mom told me she met dad in a café and talked about "love at the first sight" but is this the case?
I don't know if I love her
Is this love the same as the love I get from my mother?
Are there different kinds of love?
At first she was a girl in my class
And days later im on a trip with her.
But I know she is special
Otherwise I wouldn't have had the urge to ask her on a date.
It felt good to hug her, but I dont want to hurt her.
I somtimes cant control my body and I dont want to scare her.

But  [y/n] lets me touch her
She put her head on my shoulder
She hugged me
She told me about her dad
She laid next to me in bed
She wore my t-shirt
She sat next to me in the bus

Does she trust me?
Is the way I feel about her love?
Is the weird feeling in my belly love?
I dont know yet.
But when I find out, I have to tell her

She has the right to know how I feel.
And maybe she won't be scared.

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