SATURDAY
Excuse the cussing, sorry babes 💘
-Luke's POV-
It was 9 am and Guard (dancing with flags) had just started. The first few hours everything was fine. The assistant came and fucked up everything. She doesn't know what she's doing, but she thinks she does. The routine is a total mess, and we already knew that. This bitch felt the need to point out every single little flaw.
"You're supposed to smile." She'd point out, noting that we all were unhappy. We have to stay in this hell for 3 more hours. "Just 3 hours," I'd tell myself.
"Do NOT talk when I'm talking. It's disrespectful." She'd snap at us every minute. My Saturday was ruined. Thanks to this bitch. I was the ONLY kid who listened, and never talked and I did everything right. I didn't deserve to be yelled up.
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We had an hour left. I survived 7 torturous hours with this monster. We were on break for 5 minutes, and the assistant felt the need to come over to me and say some harsh words. "You're doing it all wrong. You're being disrespectful. You need to listen." She'd bark at me for no damn reason.
I took a step forward, getting in her face. "I've sat here for 7 hours listening to your shit. I've done nothing wrong, and you think you're gonna yell at me? Man, fuck you, fuck this, fuck everything." I pushed the door opened, and walked outside to my car. "Fuck her," was the only thing in my head.
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"Ashton," I sobbed into his shoulder.
"It's okay," he reassured me.
"Ashton," I purred, "He makes me happy." I brushed the hair from his eyes.
"I love you," He kiss my forehead once, before standing up and walking away.
"Why are you walking away?" I pushed the subject.
"If I don't, I'll get too attached. I fucking love you, and I don't want to hurt you.. The pain, the torture, I don't want that. I love you enough that I have to keep my distance, but stay close at the same time." His voice was warm, and comforting.
"I get it." I sighed.
-Author's Note-
BAD CHAPTER AND IM SORRY! This is shit, and it's mainly because I was busy on Thursday, Friday, and today. I failed on my promise. I didn't have time, so I wrote this shit chapter. I'll TRY to make it up to you this Thursday. ily ❤️
- xx Savannah
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