wrong(jikook)

10

🛑Trigger warning 🛑

One week later
Jimins pov

I smile watching my friends and jungkook talk to one another. I sit down on the couch next to yoongi who was laughing at something jungkook said. I look down a little
Yoongi nudges my arm "what's up?"

I look at him "we have to leave tomorrow morning.... jungkook will be alone" yoongi chuckles "ah so you're one of those really protective older brothers" I sigh "I just don't want him to be alone....is that bad?" Yoongi shakes his head "no....you could always bring him with you... you'd have to share a room...and quite possibly a bed but you're brothers so that doesn't matter right?"

I huff and then chuck a cushion at Jungkook who looks at me "what?" I smirk "wanna go on a road trip tomorrow and then come to work with us?" He sighs "jimin this is your work roadtrip.....I shouldn't distract you guys"

Jisoo laughs "you'll be distracting one of us if you're not there... they'll always be thinking of you and daydreaming about you in their arms" I cross my arms "shut the fuck up noona before I slap you" jungkook giggles a little "I'll come but I'm not being held in anyone's arms"

I pout "but I'm your big brother!" He Huff's "for the last time jimin we aren't brothers... we're friends" I raise my eyebrow "friends?" He nods "yeah?" I smirk "okay...I'm still gonna hug you and you know that" he nods "yeah I can't really do much to stop you..."

I chuckle and then stand up and walk to him and then hug him from behind making him lean forward a little because he was sat down and he laughs a little "get off me you big lump!" I put all my body weight on him and he leans forward and groans "ahhhh you're crushing me!"

I laugh "gravity is pulling me down!" He groans and I laugh when he pushes me off and I lay down next to him. He Huff's "y'know I might actually run away" I roll my eyes "you love me really" he Huff's and doesn't reply to me. I Lean my head on his thigh and he looks at me and then plays with my hair

He smiles a little "your hair is really soft hyung..." I smirk "I know. I washed it this morning" he continues to play with my hair and I smile a little. We make eye contact and he giggles a little, we keep eye contact and he leans down a little but we both jump when taehyung rushes into the room "FOOD IS HERE!!!!"

Me and jungkook quickly sit up and I sit next to him. Everyone groans "Tae!!" Taehyung gasps "oh.... sorry" I look at Jungkook who was blushing madly. I put my hand on his thigh and he pushes it off "i-i w-wasnt thinking....I'm sorry hyung..." He stands up and rushes off to his room

I look down "for fuck sake....thanks for that taehyung" taehyung Huff's "I didn't know you two were about to kiss....sorry chim" I huff and stand up and walk to Jungkooks room. I knock on the door "Kookie?" I hear a bang followed by Jungkooks voice "Ah! No! Uh...wait!"

The door opens and jungkook looks at me "h-hey hyung" I tilt my head "what was that bang?" He gulps "nothing..." I see him holding something on his wrist under the hoodie sleeve.
My eyes darken "show me your wrists"

He steps back "w-what?" I step towards him "jeon jungkook I won't repeat myself" he sighs and then pulls me into the room and closes the door. He lifts up his sleeves and my eyes widen seeing cuts on his wrist along with many scars.

One was bleeding badly, I pull him to the bathroom and sigh "why do you do this??" He sighs and i start to patch his cuts up "I mess Everything up jimin....I was about to kiss you!! That's disgusting and wrong! And im just a burden to you....you earn money and then all I do is spend it!.....I was a mistake in this world jimin....and Everything your parents said to me.... It just get too much sometimes...."

I shake my head "no you aren't....you're a gift from God okay? And I don't want you to do this again okay? If you EVER feel like taking a blade to your wrist...even if it's 3am...come and find me...I don't want you feeling like this...and that a few minutes ago?....that was nothing okay?...that doesn't matter....it's all over and in the past.... promise me please?"

He nods "i-i promise...." I hug him tightly and he hugs back and grips my shirt. I rub his back "anything bad that's every said to you just ignore them.....I promise anyone that says anything bad about you will have me to deal with....you're my baby brother and I love you okay?"

He nods and then nuzzles his head in the crook of my neck. I hold him close to me and sigh "you're coming with me tomorrow whether you like it or not" he giggles a little and then looks up at me. I look at him and he blushes and looks away

Aish why does he always look away when we make eye contact....