Why I Like You

14.Brad

"Oldest goes first!" Ollie nudged me. I leaned forward and span the bottle it landed on Kieran and we both started laughing. We stood up and walked over to my tent. "I'm starting the timer now!" Ollie shouted and I nodded. "Bro I need some help" Kieran whispered. "What with I smiled. "Fucking" he whispered and I nodded. "Right what's up?" I frowned and he sighed. "I can't make her come" he whispered as I began rolling a joint. "Right well you probably not turning her on enough" I chuckled putting the spliff in my mouth. "Guys you've got a minute left!" Ollie shouted from outside. "Well she just like fucking pies me off all the time" Kieran whisper shouted. "Look man you need to talk to her, find out what she likes, what gets her going" I shrugged and he nodded. "Times up" Ollie shouted as Kieran unzipped the tent. "So whos the second oldest?" Grace looked at me, she looked fucked, I looked over at Soph and she was gone...like fucked beyond fucked. She was gurning, sucking her lips everything. "I am" Ollie smiled.
I sighed and crouched in front of Soph. "You're gunna hurt tomorrow" I chuckled and she slowly looked at me.
"Yeahh" she mumbled and I laughed. I dug around in my jacket pockets and produced a dummy. "Fuck man that was a great idea" Ollie laughed and I nodded. I thrust it in front of Soph and she frowned. "So your cheeks don't get so cut up" Ollie nudged her and she giggled and put her mouth around it. "Let's get back to it shall we" Beth groaned as I sat down. Ollie span the bottle really fast, we all sat in silence watching it. It landed on Soph. She looked at Ollie, with the dummy in her mouth. "Right" she nodded then staggered up. "You really think Soph should be playing this?" Grace frowned and I looked at Soph.
"She'll be alright" I smiled and Kieran looked at me and I nodded to grace. "Starting the timer guys!" Kieran shouted. "Oh Fuck!" Ollie exclaimed from the tent. "We don't need to hear!" Molly shouted.
"Sorry guys...shit" he gasped. It hurt for some reason. I sighed and stood up. "You alright?" Kieran looked at me. "Going for a piss" I said before I burst into tears. I re-lit the joint and walked up into the field. It was the pingers making me sad. I sighed and sat down in the grass. I finished off the joint then started crying, properly this time. "Aarghh fucking pussy!" I yelled and reached into my pocket and pulled out a baggie of powder. Base, it never failed to make me happy on pills. I sighed and scooped some with my house key. I sniffed about four keys then laid back in the cold grass.

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I closed my eyes for what felt like a second when I heard shouting. "You fucking arsehole!" Grace screamed I stood up and everything hit me. I grinned and started walking back, Grace was walking towards me. "Grace wait it was not like that!" Kieran shouted following her. "So what just cause she's fucked you tried to fuck her?!" Grace shouted and glanced at me. Then I realised I was gurning. "What's up?" I frowned as she got closer. "He is a fucking prick!" She exclaimed. "What's he done now" I laughed and she grabbed my face and started kissing me. She was crying the kiss was all wet. "The fuck you doing!?" I shouted and shoved her. " She's my best mate and hes your best mate" she turned to Kieran.
"We're fucking leaving!" Molly and her gang stormed past me as she did I slapped her arse, then she slapped my face. "Bye Kieran" Grace sobbed then jogged off. "Awh fuck!" I exclaimed and held my cheek. "Rrghh! You need to fucking sort her out!" Kieran shouted grabbing the sides of my jacket. "Who!?" I frowned.
"Fucking Sophia obviously!" He shouted and I shoved him. "She sucked me off!" He shouted then launched at me. "She does what she wants man" I shouted as we wrestled each other. "I can't lose Grace right now!" He shouted then punched me in the face.

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I stumbled back down to the cove at about four in the morning. Ollie and Soph were shagging. I sighed and unzipped my tent then fell asleep again. "Bro! Brad! Brad!" Kieran shook me. I sat up and I wasn't in the tent. I was in my room. "What the fuck?!" I gasped and rubbed my head. "You were fully passed out so I carried you here" he laughed and handed me a red bull. "What um...what was going on with you again?" I sighed and squeezed my eyes shut. "Grace dumped me" he shrugged and I sighed. "I'm sorry man" I nodded to his black eye. "Yeah me too" he laughed. I picked up half a joint from the ashtray on my windowsill and lit it. "John found you hilarious" Kieran smiled and I rolled my eyes.
"Of course. I'm probably gonna get a bollocking when you leave" I sighed and so did he. "I fucking feel like absolute shit" Kieran sighed and smacked his head against the wall. "Yeah I wonder how Soph and grace are" I glanced at my phone.
"Well Grace ain't good" Kieran looked at me and I handed the joint to him. "I'm gonna go man" Kieran sighed and stood up. "Have the rest" I nodded to the joint and he nodded and walked off. I laid back on my bed and looked at the celling. Suddenly my door burst open. "You're a fucking wreckhead" dad snarled. "And you're not you fucking alcoholic" I glared at him and he picked me up by my t-shirt collar.
"Don't you dare call me that!" He slammed me against the wall. "Well that's what you are! And a fucking rapist" I shouted and he frowned.
"You fucking raped my mum!" I shouted and headbutted him. He stumbled back. "You little prick" he spat out. He punched me in the face and I hit the floor. "Get up!" He shouted. I hauled myself up and he looked at me. He pulled the belt off the wardrobe handle and raised his eyebrows. "John no please" I faltered as a tear ran down my cheek. "You need to learn that you do not speak to me like that" he snarled and moved closer.