I've found myself (In you).

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    I think I'm special, at least somewhat. You need to know that I'm a freeloader, a merciless manslayer. Of course, I didn't choose to be like this, my conscience is deteriorating ever since I was born. Once being in an adoring and heavily religious family, now being reminded that I'm a monster by my dearest dead mother. After running away from a place I once considered home, I'm now physically and mentally astray. It's true that I've been imprisoned in a Psychiatric Hospital for more than a decade now. It's only fair that I turn myself in, living outside was nothing for me, but running around from them was very troublesome. I've spent my years in the hushed territory of the hospital carving sins into my disfigurement limbs. Despite now living in an isolated landfill, people always see me as a slave for their happiness. They said I'm born to be a blood-sucking machine, a puppet to control, an emotionless nobody that could only sense fear from a distance. With or without emotion, truly someday, I'll finally love myself and only myself....