I SHOULDN'T BE LOVING YOU (dixison) DISCONTINUED

~Chapter 7

Ps: idk what the fwak im writing its like 3.39am and im lowk tired so sorry if this sucks. :)
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Dixie POV

Charli was running up to me and i started freaking out. What the hell is she doing here? Was she following me? What am i going to tell her? I was pulled out of my thoughts when i saw the smaller damelio right in front of me, trying to catch her breath.

I giggled "You're so unfit" she just stared at me and I felt myself tense up. "WHY THE HELL WERE YOU AT ADDISONS HOUSE" she yelled really loudly. I looked around to see if anyone saw us in the street even though its super early. "Shh, not so loud. People are still sleeping" i said looking down at her. She just rolled her eyes and grabbed my hand.

"Where're we going" i asked trying to keep up with her but i struggled, i probably tripped over my own feet at least twice. "To the car" she replied pulling more rough.

What car? Then i saw Avani get out of a car. "Avani?" I asked clearly confused to why she's here. "Hey dix" she said cheerfully. 

"Get in, NOW!" is all Charli said then got in herself.

I looked at Avani and she gave me the 'you're so dead' look, and i swolled hard. But i did what my sister told me to.

"Drive, vani" she said not looking anywhere else, but at whats in front of her. Avani didnt know where to go, but she drove.

"Where to?" She asked softly. "Dunkin" my sister said with a long sigh at the end.

*skip to after their dunkin trip*

So i told Charli and Avani what had happend and they both seemed really shocked. But Avani said that she's not really suprised which caused my sister to hit her on her arm and i felt taken back by those words.

I even asked them if they could help me with my date with Addison on Friday, they both agreed to help but Charli made it pretty clear that she thinks this thing between me and Addison is trouble.

I really like Addison even tho i don't always show it but it's called tough love for a reason.  I know its wrong but I'm crazy about her and I've never felt this way about any of my other flings.

Addisons different.

She's gorgeous inside and out. Her eyes, god those brown eyes i swear i could get lost in them. Her smile, i cherish every single moment, she awakens this unusual feeling inside of me. I feel safe when im around her. I can be myself, i dont have to pretend to be the badass i put up for people to see.

Addison...
...she's perfect.

Yes i know she has children and a husband and i know that, that complicates everything even more but i dont care i just want to be with her. She makes me happy. She's my safe place. My home. My world. I know im sounding dramatic and i just met this woman but damn i don't have other words to describe this feelings.

Charli POV

I was pretty pissed at my sister for sleeping with her teacher that is MARRIED AND HAS TWO WONDERFUL CHILDREN. I mean thats huge. But i can also see that the sparkle in my sisters eyes are back.

The sparkle that was lost for years. The sparkle that someone just took advantage of and threw it away. It broke my sister. I hated seeing her like that, broken.

Seeing Dixie not, eat, sleep, talk. That broke the people who loved her. She would go out till late and not even come home, if she did then we were lucky. My parents allowed it because they said that everyone deals with heartache differently and if thats how she does it then so be it.

But then...

Days turned to months and months turned to years. Her actions became a daily routine. But then it stopped a few days ago. I was suspicious at first to why the sudden change.

But...

Now it makes sence its Addison!!

If Addison makes Dixie happy then so be it but i know nothing good is coming from this relationship for either of them.

Addison POV

After Dixie left, i went to shower and get ready for school. I got into the shower with Dixie on my mind, i know that its weird and wrong and im also aware of the consequences that comes with our "relationship" or what ever you want to call this that happend between us.

But she makes me feel something, something that i don't feel when im with Bryce. Something that I've been longing. I'm fully aware that we just met and we already slept together and that maybe our intimate moment meant nothing. But i can't help think that maybe it did mean something.

WOW i sound like a teenage girl thats in love. Wait... am  i in love?

(Skip to where she's at school)

So it's nearly the end of 5th period and next period is my favorite class. Dixie's class.

As the bell went, i dismissed the class and prepped for my next one. A few minutes later the kids started showing up. Everyone but the one that i actually wanted to see.

I scanned over the class once more just to make sure i didn't miss her not that i can, i can identify that smile of hers out in any crowd. But nope, there was no Dixie.

"Uh, hey Griffin right?" I asked the guy that danced with Dixie at the dance last night. He just nodded "yeah thats me". He seemed like a very clever guy but the stories that buzzes in the teachers lounge of him scalpts a different picture "uhm do you know where D'amelio is?" I asked with a smile. "Yeah, she just went to the bathroom" i nodded and headed back to my table.

"Good Afternoon class so today we'll be discussing ver-" i was cut off by thedoor that swung open revealing a angry Dixie. Oh no what no. "You're late D'amelio" i said as i watched her take her seat. She didn't reply, she just took her seat and layed her head on her arms.

I couldn't show that i cared, its really unprofessional of a teacher to be involved in a students life and their problems so i put up a pose and carried on with my lesson. I'll check on her after class. 

After handing out the homework sheets the bell went and the class left. "Not you Dixie" i said facing away from the board. "Hey Amelie could you tell coach I'll be late please?" Dixie asked. Amelie nodded and left the classroom.

I closed the door as she left. "Hey are you okay?" I asked concerned. "Yeah, just a rough day" she said running her hands through her hair. "Rough as in how? Maybe i can help" i said "nah i told my sister and Avani about us..." she said pausing awhile. I felt my cheeks turning cherry red. She told her sister? "You told Charli, why would you- why would you do that?" I asked stuttering. "Chill Addi, my sister won't tell anyone amd if she does then I'll kill her and you and i can run away so that the cops can't trace any evidence back to me" she joked.

"Then whats wrong?" I asked.

"It's Griffin, his giving me a hard time from last night, because i left him" she said. I bent down towards her "hey it'll be ok" i ressured her along with trying to convince myself of that speculation.

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A/N : here you go! Next Chapter will be their date and also something with Bryce🤔. Sorry if this chapter sucks also i didnt proof read its 4am and im tired. Bye!!! Thanks for the reads and votes i luv y'all ❤