These two ages sucked. I was alway getting into trouble because of,my little sister. I got grounded the most. I suffered through depression and cutting myself. I wanted,to run away so bad. I had even planned the run away with a friend of mine. I got caught even before I was going to run. I regret a lot of the stupid things that I did. I would put people down, crush their feelings, be extremely blunt, and be rude to my teachers. I never felt good doing it and that was how I released the sadness and anger. I got into anime and manga in the seventh grade and that eventually curbed the negative behavior. I loved to watch anime with my best friend. On the weekends that I would stay the night, we would stay up until the wee hours of the morning watching season after season of anime. I had my first boyfriend in the eighth grade. But, after we broke up, I realized how much of a dick he was and I was glad to have him out of my life. In the eighth grade, I made a few friends. One of them is still my best friend and he's like a brother to me. I learned that I loved to play the drums and sing and draw. I would spend my days tapping my shoes to the floor, or humming, or drawing, or all three if the urge came. I eventually graduated middle school on the honor roll.
