Be Careful What You Wish For... (George Shelley Fanfiction)

Chapter 10

I felt alone. Alone,and all because of the way I'd reacted over a stupid little kiss. He probably hated me now. And it's all my bloody fault. Curse my stupid temper. Why do I always have to flare up over the silliest little things? That kiss didn't mean anything. Well,it probably did to her. But definitely not to George. Why am I so fucking stupid? Taking a deep breath, I begin to sing.

What have I done?

I wish I could run,

Away from this ship going under

Just trying to help

Hurt everyone else

Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions

Keep making a mess of things,

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?

Can I start again, with my faith shaken?

Cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes,

But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air,

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair!

Yeah, I'll send out a wish, yeah, I'll send up a prayer

And finally someone will see how much I care

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take, to get it right?

To get it right?

My eyes are still closed after the song and someone comes up behind me,wrapping me up in their arms. I feel warm and know that it can only be one person. I turn around to face my boyfriend. He grins at me as I kiss him on the nose. "I thought you were mad at me!" I said to him,and he chuckled.

"Who could ever be mad at you babe? I thought you were mad at me!" I nodded.

"I was a little bit,but then I realised she must've forced herself onto you." He nodded and slipped his hand into mine. I grinned at him,and we walked out of the hall,hand in hand.