L.FX
It was early in the morning when I got out of bed and rubbed my head. I was incredibly worried about Chan hyung, he seemed so tired and I could tell that his smiles didn't hold true meaning anymore.
We had left some pizza on the dining table just in case chan felt hungry. I was planning on confessing to him so that I could get these feelings over with, So I decided to get up, and walk into his room
Once inside, I climb up to his bed, trying not to wake anybody up. I shake him carefully, smiling.
"Chris hyung?"
"Chan?"
"CHAN HYUNG"
"CHAN PLEASE TELL ME YOU'RE JOKING"
He wasn't waking up, I take his hand, tears building in my eyes out of panic. In his hand he had his pills for his sleeping problems, except, it was more than half way empty.
No, he said he wouldn't leave
He said I'd always find him when I need him.
This can't be real.
Beside him, there was a note, a small folded up note. About half the size of his palm.
"Dear Everybody,
I'm sorry I couldn't live. I'm sorry that i'm too much of a coward to continue.
I love you all.
And to Lixie,
I guess this time, I decided to be more
selfish."
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SELFISH || B.C. × L.FX
Fanfiction❝ hyung, you should be a bit more selfish!.❞ - angst - sad - a short story - chanlix - has tw - :( - COMPLETED
