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Y/N's POV
I woke up and immediately winced in pain. I had forgotten what occurred last night until I went to the bathroom and saw the cuts and bruises. Great. how will I cover all of these?
"Y/n are you awake?" I heard Tzuyu say from the other side of the door.
"Yeah I'll be out in a minute!" I say back.
I need to prepare myself for what will happen once I see the girls. What do I even say? Calm down y/n I'm sure they won't even bring it up.
"Yikes your face looks awful." Momo says as I walk into the kitchen. Ok I guess they will bring it up.
"Momo!" Nayeon smacks her on the arm.
"I mean... you look beautiful today y/n" she said with a smile. Mhm.
"Come sit next to me!"
"No sit next to me!
"No m-
"She's sitting next to me!" Sana quickly says while pulling me down beside her.
"Look I'm not gonna ask you to talk about what happened, but just know that any one of us would be happy to listen once you're ready. Understand?" Jihyo spoke from across the table. I hummed in response.
"Ok let's eat I'm starving!" Momo shouts. We all laughed and began eating our delicious food, minus the eggs which were burnt and salty. I'm sure Sana was the one who made them.
The girls had a variety show today. I just stayed at the dorm watching Netflix and eating chips. Once they got back we had dinner and the girls wanted to go for a walk before bed and take some photos.
"Are you sure you don't wanna come?" Jeongyeon asked.
"You know I can't be in public looking like this. But have fun!"
Sanas POV
We were about to leave the dorm when I looked back at y/n laying on the coach.
"Guys I'm gonna stay here and look after y/n. I feel bad for her." I pout.
"I mean I can-
"Oh come on Nayeon." Jihyo said while dragging her away.
"Fine! But you better take good care of her Sana or I'll beat your ass when I get back!" Nayeon yelled while entering the elevator. I rolled my eyes. Oh my gosh I finally have some alone time with y/n! I need to play my cards right.
"Sana what are you still doing here?" Y/n asked.
"Well I was thinking, you have been alone all day so I thought I would stay with you and we could watch a movie or... do something else." I smirked.
"Oh okay." She sounded so sad.
"Here I'll get some popcorn and hot chocolate and we can watch a movie!" I said trying to cheer her up.
"So what movie do you wanna watch?" I asked while handing her a bowl and mug.
"You can choose." She said while putting a blanket over us which caught me by surprise, but of course I didn't mind it. She snuggled into me and took a sip of her coco.
"This tastes really good." She had whip cream on her top lip.
"Here." I say while gently wiping it off with my thumb. Who is this and what happened to y/n? Maybe Ben beat the bitch out of her. Oh my gosh why does my brain not have a filter?
"What are you thinking about?" She suddenly asked me.
"Oh nothing." I lied.
"To be honest I'm not even paying attention to this movie." She laughed. Why is she so cute.
"Me either. You are distracting me a bit." I admitted. I could feel my cheeks getting red.
"Oh really?" Our eyes locked. My heart was beating faster than Dahyun's body when she does her eagle dance.
"You know, after breaking up with Ben I kind of see everything different now." What does she mean by that?
"Like... I feel things that I would never have imagined I'd feel before. Never mind actually. I don't know what I'm talking about." She shook her head.
"No please keep going." I grab her hand and give it a light squeeze.
"I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm starting to see people differently. Like you." Now she was the one blushing. She couldn't even look at me now. Is she saying what I think she's saying?
"How do you see me now?" I asked.
"Don't make me say it." She answered.
"Well wanna know how I see you? I see you has the most beautiful girl in the world. Talented, caring, honestly I could go on forever. I see you as someone that I want to be with." I couldn't stop myself from saying the last part.
"I wish you didn't say that. It makes it harder for me." She sighed.
"It doesn't have to be hard for you. It can be easy! I can help you with your feelings, but you have to let me." Kiss her Sana. Just do it.
"This is getting too sappy and cringey. Let's just go back to watching the mov-
I gabbed her face and planted my lips on hers. It felt amazing, and for some reason she didn't even try and push me off of her so I took that as a sign to keep going. I crawled on top of her, putting my legs on either side of hers and pressing her against the back of the couch. The kiss which had started off small had now become a full on make out session. I was getting super into it and put my hand around her neck which caused her to flinch.
"I'm sorry!" I quickly said.
"It's ok I just wasn't expecting it." She laughed.
"I can't believe we just did that." She started to panic.
"Do you regret it?" I asked. Worried what her answer would be.
"No." She whispered.
"We're back! Chae screamed and y/n literally threw me onto the floor.
"He- hey..." Momo did a double take. Uh oh.
"What happened in here? Y/n your hair is a mess and your lips are swollen." She raised her eyebrow.
"N-nothing happened!" I stuttered.
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Not at me posting a new chapter after 6 months😭
