This is the time of day I have been dreading, night time. It has been decided for me that I will sleep with Sana tonight even though I have expressed many times that I would feel more comfortable on the couch.
"Y/n I'm finished in the bathroom, you can get ready for bed now" Sana interrupts my thoughts. She strides out of the bathroom wearing a long shirt dangling just above the knee. Wow, she looks amazing without makeup... can't relate.
"Ok" was all I could say
I wash my face and brush my teeth. Ugh I look gross, I don't want Sana to see my bare face like this I might scare her away.
I walk out of the bedroom with my head low hoping to go unnoticed.
"Y/n what's wrong?" I keep my head down.
She walks up to me and lifts my chin with her index finger, forcing me to look at her. Her eyes widen.
"You look beautiful all natural like this, it makes my heart flutter..."
I just walk past her ignoring her comment. Why was I being so cold to her?
Sana's POV
Ouch. Ok Y/n I get it you don't like people in your space but I was just trying to be nice. I get into bed and pull the covers over me. Why is Y/n just standing there beside the bed?
"Y/n are you gonna stand there all night or are you gonna come sleep here, with me." I pat the spot beside me. I wanted to laugh at how nervous she suddenly got.
"Ok ok. Can we like, set a barrier though? Maybe use these pillows!" She says as she places pillows between us. Oh my god.
"No Y/n, my bed my rules. Come lay beside me and stop being so weird." Why am I already so comfortable talking to her this way?
Y/n's POV
That was sassy... I did not appreciate it. Nevertheless I slowly started moving the amazing pillow wall that I created.
"Good now come lay down you look tired." She smiled at me. She was right I was tired but I will be even more tired tomorrow after getting no sleep tonight!
I got into the bed, trying to lay as far away as possible from Sana with my back facing her.
"Y/n you're going to fall off the bed! Come closer." She was right I was on the very edge of the bed. I turned to face her and shuffled closer. Y/n you can sing in front of thousands of people but can't sleep in the same bed as someone?
Sana's POV
I took that as my cue to move closer to her too. Something suddenly came over me and I caressed her cheek. I watched her flinch under my touch, it kind of hurt me to see how she reacted.
"I'm not going to hurt you Y/n. I'm sure you know I like to show affection that's all, please let me." Our eyes locked and I forgot we were in my bed, I forgot I was an idol, I forgot about all of my problems, my stress and worries. Just us making eye contact sent me to a place where I felt safe, I wanted to stay there forever.