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𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄: 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘱𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘷:

me

i like you too y/n.

holy shit.

i finally told her.

i've been known to sort of be 'emotionally unavailable', it came with my crippling anxiety and the heartbreak i yearned about 4 years ago due to my ex.

am i going to get into it further? probably.

it was my first true relationship. i was 16 when she had asked me on a date, i said yes. we went to see a movie and hit it off from there. she meant the world to me, i grew so attached that even after hours of seeing her i missed everything about her, that was my mistake.

it started to go down when i was 18, when i started making videos. 

even though i was balancing the videos i made with real life, i somehow made way too much time for her.

"i feel SUFFOCATED adam! and these, these fucking videos you make its so stupid!" maggie screamed in my face as i looked at my feet.

"i-i don't try to mags, i just love you-" "for the love of god! don't call me mags right now!"

i felt tears well up in my eyes as i heard her yell for an hour, before her calming down.

"baby, i'm sorry...it's just, my work and, everything. you have it so easy with your job.."

i almost wanted to laugh, her calling my job 'easy', but that would make things all the more terrible.

for another year i took the constant complaining of what i do wrong, until that night. that fucking night.

"baby, i'm sorry i was a bit late, the guys wanted to go get a drink."

instead of an answer, there was a female moaning.

"babe? if you were horny you coulda just texted me," i chimed while chuckling, before stopping once i heard a MALE moaning.

no, no no no no this cannot be happening. i wanted to leave but i pushed myself closer to that disgusting sound.

i pushed the door open, a loud creak before the sight of my beloved girlfriend straddled over a guy from her work.

"mags..." i spoke brokenly.

she turned and gasped, immediately flinging off the naked man.

"adam? adam its- its not what it-" "looks like? it LOOKS like you're fucking a guy from work."

the guy looked to maggie."you- you said you were single maggie."

"shh- just shut up!" she yelled.

"i'm leaving." i deadpanned, walking into the room and grabbing my clothes everywhere i could find them.

"no- no adam!" she cried out.

"hey man?" i turned to the guy. "if you consider dating her, i suggest not. she'll bitch your ear off and ruin your fucking day, run while you can."

he looked to me with an apologetic look. "i didn't know you guys are dating, i promise-" "were dating, but i don't blame you man."

and so i left. it was a tough year, and year after that, and still to this day its hard to date or even consider women.

but when y/n came around i felt my heart beat faster and all my problems and sadness would go away.

it was hard to even consider my feelings for y/n for the first few months, but when she confessed to me, i couldn't take it anymore.