Even if it sends me to Heaven

NOTES: Helloo dear readers. I'm back with a whouffaldi story! This is simply something I really wanted to write: a needy, clingy Twelve and Clara as his calming source. I'm a sucker for hurt/comfort so expect a lot of that.

Inspired by the fics "Please tell me you'll stay" by @UniverseOnHerShoulders and "When you fall I'll be there to catch you" by @Shiba_K. Go read those, they're awesome!
Title from the lyrics of the amazing song "Your guardian angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

ENJOY!!

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The Doctor doesn't know how he manages to get into the TARDIS. A second ago he was handcuffed and when he saw a window of opportunity he ran and ran... until he saw the big blue box parked exactly on the spot he'd left it. He doesn't know how long he's been running, his body is in override, driven only by sheer adrenaline, the exhaustion coursing through him buried deep in a corner of his mind.

All he knows is that as soon as his body is through the threshold his beloved sentient machine closes the door and he grabs onto the railings, his body failing him and his energy draining rapidly.

"Clara..." is all he manages to croak before the machine comes to life, the lights switch on and the engine starts roaring.

He notices the TARDIS humming urgently, trying to keep him awake, and he stumbles towards the console, grabbing onto the brake lever as he pulls it down. Not a second later he hears the wonderful sound of the machine dematerializing, he's never been so glad to hear that sound in all his life.

He doesn't know how long it takes to travel through hyperspace, he's only partially aware that he's moving until he notices the machine coming to a stand-still and parking itself with a thud.

Come out, my Thief... I brought you to her... the machine seems to be telling him. He gulps and walks, almost tripping over his own feet, towards the TARDIS door. He opens it and closes his eyes as he breathes in, the smell of her, of Clara, getting into his nostrils and succeeding in calming him, if only briefly.

It doesn't take him long to realize she isn't home, perhaps she's working still, he has no idea what day or time it is. He can't care less. His legs take him to the sofa and give out when his knees brush against the nice cushions. His body falls onto the sofa rather gracelessly, all long limbs sprawled around him, and he feels his eyes closing. Exhaustion. Bone-deep exhaustion, it had been a few centuries since he'd felt it so deep.

But Clara isn't here. Clara. His eyes open again, wide in alarm and panic, not knowing where she is making him anxious and terribly scared. He had to see her, now. Whenever his eyes close he still can see her pale face, his open, lifeless eyes looking up to him without seeing anymore. His lips let out a sob and he tries to pull himself up, but his body refuses to. He's so tired he can't focus, his vision blurring on the edges, and he falls flat on the sofa again. He passes out without noticing.

It's been a long day for Clara, and all she wants to do is change into her pyjamas, have a glass of wine or maybe two, and curl up in the sofa with a ridiculously romantic movie she knew were predictable from the first minute but she loved anyways.

Being a middle school teacher wasn't an easy job, and dealing with certain students with the tact and kindness required but still with severity was a constant struggle. She certainly had had practice with that, she thinks as she mentally laughs, thinking of the Doctor. She briefly wonders where he is right now, and what sort of trouble he managed to get himself into without her.

When Clara turns the keys and gets into her apartment she's still wondering how her newest student, Sophie, could be so manipulative towards her classmates. She's taken out of her thoughts and her hands stop mid-air, still holding the keys after opening the front door when she sees the TARDIS.