"AND THEN HE kissed me." cher finished, while throwing stuff in her suitcase.
noelle burst out laughing. "noelle it's not funny! i don't want to hurt his feelings and i don't know how to tell him i just see him as a friend! help me!"
"girl, just dip. you don't have to say goodbye to him." nikita suggested.
cher glared at her, and then looked away. "that might be a good idea actually. i'll do that."
noelle was still on the floor laughing, "so what did you... do?" she wheezed, "did you like, push him? or kiss back?"
"i don't know. it was only for a few seconds but i pulled away and kinda smiled and then locked the door."
"oh my god!" noelle laughed, "just leave without saying anything, and block him."
the conversation between her and her best friends kept replaying in her mind. she had been home for a week already, and left without saying good bye to james.
but she didn't block him.
she stayed in her bed, day after day, and read each and every one of james's texts.
but she didn't want it to be james texting her.
she wanted it to be vinnie.
vinnie, however, hadn't sent her a single text, or even acknowledged anything at all. he didn't unfollow her, or make her come get her stuff she left at his house. it was like she had just been erased from his memory, simple as that.
and she wanted him to text her, to apologize for everything he did.
she wanted him to tell her he still loved her.
but he didn't.
and so she laid in her bed, watching the days pass by, waiting for him to text.
"cher?" a voice whispered on the other side of the door. "come in." cher said, with as little energy at all. charli slowly walked into her room, and then jumped right onto the bed, tapping cher with her foot.
"charli! i'm tired."
"no you aren't!"
"yes i am!"
"no, you just miss vincent," charli said laughing, and cher giggled a little. "when will you stop calling him that?" cher chuckled. "when he earns my respect." charli replied, and grabbed cher's phone. cher watched her unlock it, and do whatever she was doing. cher smiled a little, charli just radiated positive energy. you couldn't be around her without smiling.
charli began typing on cher's phone,
"dear vincent," she spoke, "please come over and blow my back out lol."
the girls burst out laughing, but charlis face went dead serious.
"what's up?" cher asked.
"i accidentally sent it."
"what do you mean you accidentally sent it!"
"i sent it to vincent!"
"you actually had it typed out?"
"yes..."
"charli what the hell! get out of my room!"
"but-"
"no buts, get out!"
cher sobbed as she grabbed her phone from where charli dropped it, and opened it to see that charli had, in fact, sent the text. but she saw something much worse. typing bubbles.
imessage
vinnie
cher
dear vincent, please come over and blow my back out lol 😫
vinnie
huh
are you ok
cher's face burned red with humiliation.
cher
no, i'm sorry
charli sent that
vinnie
oh
can we talk
cher
no
fine
no
ok
vinnie
i just wanna start off by saying i'm so sorry. ik what i did was wrong and i never should've done it
and that doesn't justify what i did. i'm so sorry cher.
i know it was so hurtful to you
and i'm not trying to make excuses but basically
i thought you were cheating on me
i really did
i know it's so horrible to think that of someone but i thought it anyway
and i was just in such a horrible headspace
and i've been cheated on before and it just hurt me so much
and i thought since i knew it was happening (or i thought)
i could make you feel some of my pain too
i'm so sorry
and i missed you
but you were across the country hanging with some guy i had no idea about
and there was that whole thing where you yelled at me because you thought i had an std
cher
pause
when the FUCK did that happen
because i sure as hell don't remember yelling at you for having an std
you have an std!?
vinnie
oh shit
nvm that was a dream
sorry
cher
😐
vinnie
what i'm trying to say is i'll change
i'll change for you
just give me another chance
will you?
cher
of course
and, of course, cher threw her phone across her room after that, and put her head in her hands, "what the fuck is wrong with me," she muttered to herself.
oh shi
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