unloved (An Austin Mahone Love Story)

chapter twelve

I just sat there untill it started raining. Great. Just what i needed.

"Hey shawty whatcha doing?"

Wtf?

I saw a black car move up closer to me. Uh ok.

It started beeping. I lookedd around. Im the only one here.

"Hey i got som candy! Get in the car!"

I walked over to the car. Candy is candy man.

I went to the other side of the car and sat down.

"Wheres the candy?" I said.

Ok. Before you think im fucking stupid and on drugs. I knew this guy. His voice. The way he calls girls shawty. Yea. Obama.

Lol jk it was justin.

"How did you know it was me?" He said.

"Well its obvouis when you say hey shawty!"

"Oh true. But hey why were u sitting there alone in the rain?!"

"Because....i-i-..." I looked up at justin.

He looked so serouis. Paying attention to the road. He was caring thats for sure. Very supportive, and a great listener. Might as well let it all out. I want him. I want justin. Hes my idol, he made me stronger through tough times. No, i never cut, or thought about suicide. But he did make me stronger. I wanted justin to be my friend. My best friend. The one i can fully trust. The one i can say somthing stupid and he will still talk to me. The one to give me advice.

"Uhm ok. Well. I uh. Uhm well...." I couldnt get it out. I thought it was embarrisning and silly. I wont say it.

"Its ok tell me when we get to my hotel. I got extra clothes there. And uh you never saw me at the club. Got it?"

"Ok."

Ten fricken minutes later...

"Alright here we are. The crew got their own suits so u dont have to worry bout that, just uh change."

"Ok." We went inside threw the back door. And thankfully no one saw us.

Justin lead me to his room, to his bathroom. He handed me one of his sweat pants and black t-shirt.

I stripped off of my clothes and put on his. They were soo worm. I came out of the bathroom and justin was sitting in his bed.

He patted a seat next to him. I sat down next to him.

"Ok tell me." He said.

I sighed i didnt want to tell him, but i did. I know im confuisng.

"Ok. First off, i like my best friend, but he has a girlfriend." I looked at justins expression. Nothing. Ok ill keep going.

"I uh made out with my best friends, friends brother. And the he caught us. He was soo mad. But i didnt know why. He got all offensive on me. But he doesnt even like me."

I looked at justins face again. He was listening. Great. Thats what i thought i can tell him anything and he wont judge me.

"My family hates me. They dont like me. When you saw me outside i was infront of my house. And i saw them threw the window. They were eating, laughing, and having fun without me. And the worst part was that they were having a great time with these three girls that arent even their daughters. They dont like me, they have a great time without me." I couldnt stop the tears from falling. I tried to cover it up because i was infront of justin. But he saw and hugged me hard. I cried even more. Nobody but Austin would do this. But this feels diffrent. Very different. It feels like a good bear hug. Aistin gave me those awkward hugs.