Today was not that special, i was sick with the flue, all i could do was stay resting. I been like this for the past two days, i been feeling like crap and my dear husband who i will names him Evi, he has been a little of a jerk. Wild i was sick sitting down on the sofa watching tv, he was on a car show. It hurt to see that he left me all alone to go to a car show, i was hoping he stay and take care of me or even stay by my side and embrace me. I guess i was hopping to much?. I was there when he was sick, i even canceled my family reunion to be by his side, to take care of him, to embrace him, to tell him sweet words. All i got was the complete opposite, I thought he will do the same for me but I thought wrong.
He ask me for the bed sheets, i told him there where on the dryer. He told me to get them, i told him to do toit himself since i was not feeling well. He went to get them but got was mad, i went to help him put the sheets but he refuse. I ask him if he was mad, he told he was because i was being lazy. For got sake im sick im doing much by cleaning the house. It made so mad and sad, when he send me to do something ill do it without complaining, and he wont do it for me, i don't see that fear. I started to cry and asking myself.
"Why he dint canceled his plan for me?"
"Why he dint stay?"
"Is the car show more important than me?"
"Did he get tired of me?"
I shut stop.... im not asking much, all i wanted was from him, was that he stayed by my side, im shut going to sleep.
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Daisy's Dairy
RomanceI lost my voice many years ago, i don't have a voice that people can listen. I have hands that can write my story, my feeling and thought. I will write my life and create a open dairy.
