I stand
With a rope
Flung around my neck
Like a scarf
And in one hand
There is note
Which nobody shall see
Till I am gone.
I take my last few steps
And breaths
Walking closer to the tree
Then I change my mind
And for the billionth time
I rip up the note
And throw them around me
The wind blows some away
Some letters face down
And some letters are face up
and together they spell out
H.O.P.E.