My Royal Secret and twin mate.

Christmas

Monica's POV**

"Monica...."

Nathan....

I can't leave cause my mother is blocking the door. But honestly I can't even look at Nathan. It hurts that much.

I looked at my mother hoping she understands. I gave her that * Please-let-me-pass look.*

I was lucky she moved. I ran up to my room.

"Monica!" I heard Nathan and my Father say in sync.

My dad has this tone that if he says something I HAVE to do it and Nathan had that tone too. (Authors Note: Alpha tone. O.o)

I stopped for a second surprised by my dad's action. He hasn't use that voice in a long time. He used it last time when I was 10. But he can't talk because he doesn't know how it feels. To fall in the same trap twice.

I quickly ran up-stairs and locked my door. I heard Nathan knocking on the door.

"Monica please come out."

I can't.... *I barely could let that out.*

I was ready to cry. I felt the giant knot in my throat and hot tears coming.

"Monica....Please."

I said I can't! I can't! I don't want to. Goddamit Nathan.

"Monica I promise it's not what it is. I did date the cheerleading squad but I never liked any of them the way I like you. I promise it was nothing serious. Back then all I thought was 'I want a hot girlfriend' but I mean once I did. All I felt was empty. Yeah I had all I wanted a hot girlfriend, popularity, money, and cars. I had it all. I had my life going pretty well. But I never had that love that I was craving for. Sure my girlfriend sent me 'I love you' but it was all so...fake. All the girls care about is what is 'in' and what is 'out'. But with you I feel love. I feel something real. You don't care about what you wear. Yeah you will but what you like. You don't care what other people think. You stand up for what you believe in. I never met anyone like you. Your kind, gentle, and care about others even if their problems are stupid. I used to want all a guy could ask for but all this guy could ask for is... you."

(Puurrrrrr....Nathan)

I was leaning on the door. I heard all of what he had to say and I believed it.

But... Who's Gertrude?

( If I'm going to be with him. Then I have to get all of this out of the way.)

"Gertrude... She was the only one I actually did like. But she never liked me back. Yeah she was my girlfriend but she was fake............But you.........you're real. I promise you me and her are over. Please Monica.... I need you. Because I love you."

I was crying. Not cause he hurt me. Cause I feel the exact same way. But...

(Girl there's nothing to doubt. He is willing to come here. Talk to your dad and is here trying to get you to like him again. Did Ryan do anything like that? Hell no he just came back acting like he had you back like nothing happened. But Nathan is here. Now. Ryan he's somewhere with a different girl not you nor with you.)

*I hesitated to open the door. I unlocked it and slowly opened the door.*

I saw Nathan with his head down. When he raised his head up and he had puffy eyes with hope in them . I have no idea what to say.

"Don't say anything."

He pulled me into a hug. I missed his warm hugs. (っ'▽')っ

"So... I have another question?"