Dear Hermione; Hermione Granger

Part 2- Belong

The days started to bleed together. Because of how lonely I had been, wow. It was october already. I felt as if I had just arrived. But, the strange thing is, that usually things fade over time, which some things did. Like I didn't care about people giving me weird looks anymore, I was over it. The fact that Draco was still refusing to communicate with me just because of my house was ridiculous. It hurt, but I was over it.

But, there was one thing I couldn't get over, even after all this time. Hermione. She probably hates me as she hates Draco. But that didn't bother me. It was just her smile, It lit up the entire common room, even on the darkest of nights. The brightest too. She always had something to say, or correct, which most find annoying, but I think its quite adorable. She would always correct other students, and ask so many uneeded questions. " Nearly Headless? How can you be nearly Headless?" and " Its Leviosa, not Leviosa."  Most of these comments were followed by eye rolls and annoyance, but I can't help but smile at them. Those little things nobody cared for, or even noticed for that matter, were the ones I'd think of the most. Bloody Hell. Im day dreaming about Hermione Granger.

The day Draco finally spoke to me, was in potions class actually. Proffesor Snape was teaching the class at the time, and I was just trying to get on with my awful life, in which I thought everyone hated me. But Draco sat next to me, he then gave me a good look, and he could tell I wasn't ok without him. He is my brother of course. He then whispered in my ear " You should write to mum and father, they are furious about your sorting, just write to them, tell them your unhappy, and everything shall be as it should little sister."

I knew I should've done what anyone that wasn't mental would've done. Fix everything. But for some reason, even though the anwser to all my problems were on such a clear path, I turned, and took the bumpy road. Like an idiot. " I don't want that Draco. I don't want to be mean, and bully other students, like Hermio-" I realized what I was about to say. And corrected myself and went on. " Like call other students slurs. They don't deserve that Draco. I know you do things the easy way, and give into the dark nature of which you act upon, but I want to fight in order to stay under the sun, in the light." Draco looked stunned because of how I read him like a book. " I will forgive you if you fix this y/n, but if you don't, I will never." Draco replied, now enraged that I took a stand. " Forgivness? I beg your pardon. Draco, It wasn't my fault that I didn't get sorted into the house the rest of ou family did. Your are in no need of my apologies, but now in need of my forgivness. And right now YOU DON'T HAVE IT!" I realized I got so enraged, I was now yelling, In the middle of class.

"DETENTION Y/N MALFOY! AND TO MR. POTTER, MRS. GRANGER, AND MR. WEASLEY AS WELL! THIRTY POINTS FROM GRYFFINDOR! I HOPE YOU REALIZED WHAT YOU HAVE DONE!" Snape was not having it. Wait, why did the trio get in trouble too? Oh yeah, what a fool I was for forgetting that Snape had played favorites and he hated the trio and took any chance he got to make them suffer he got. " Well at least I wont have to look at your greasy hair any longer." I replied. Everyone was whispering about all kinds of theorys and rumors about me by now, then everyone went silent, and just stared. " What? If nobody likes me, I might as well take advantage of it. " I said breaking the long silence. Then I just stormed off, because for all my classmates know, I have better things to attend to. But I could hear Hermione trying to concieve her cute little giggles.

I actually didn't hear back from Draco after that day, oh well, he will come around. He always does. I didn't have the motivation o go to any classes after potions, so I just chilled in the common room until I had to wake up early for detention the next morning. I was really hoping that I didn't have detention with a teacher I disliked. Not that it mattered, I disliked them all. I checked the morning detention schedule. And surely enough, I was assigned Proffesor Snape. I was going to walk with Harry, Ron, and Hermione. But I then came to terms that nothing has changed since yesterday, they still hate me. So, I sort of followed behind them, without them noticing, and even though they weren't aware of my presence, I felt something I hadn't felt in a long time. I felt like I almost belonged.