❝ALONE.❞

7| painful memories

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["It's all your fault! It's your fault she died!"]

A man threw a beer glass at the wall, the glass shattering everywhere as it managed to cut the small shaking boy. The male looked at his child with rage and disgust. The trembling little boy couldn't say anything as he stayed curled up in a ball in the corner.

The boy was abused everyday by his father because of his mother's death, he didn't blame his father. He knew that deep inside, his father still loved him. Every beating comes to an end, his father is crying his eyes out to him.

["Please forgive your dad.. Dad didn't mean to"]

He'd say that everytime after beating M/n for hours, in the end M/n always say, "It's okay.. I'm not mad" M/n croaks out. His voice hoarse from screaming.

M/n flinched as he awoken from his slumber. Looking out of the window he noticed it was still dark outside. M/n ran a hand through his hair, cringing once realizing it was damp.

Getting out of bed, he looked at the digital clock that was near his bed and saw that the time was already 5 in the morning. Grabbing some fresh clothes M/n had took a shower. Once he was done he notices the sky has became brighter and glanced at the clock.

M/n realized he took a shower that was close to an hour due to him wanting to get rid of the sweat from his body, including with washing his hair twice. To add onto to that, he had gotten side tracked from thinking of the 'dream' he had.

A soft knock was heard, leading M/n out of his thoughts. "Hyung, are you awake?" M/n heart soften once hearing Oliver's soft voice. Opening his door, he smiled softly once seeing Oliver. "Did you come and get hyung all by yourself?" M/n said while crouching down and picked Oliver, letting him lean on you while resting his head on your shoulder.

"Yes" Oliver said making you chuckle. "Oliver is such a brave boy" You said making him blush. Oliver face flushed and hid his face in your shoulder. Oliver really loves it when M/n praises him. M/n and Oliver had made it to the dining room and had set Oliver down so you could help Elder Anne with the food.

•••

M/n bowed respectfully before having the children hug him goodbye for school, Oliver being the last one so he could hug M/n longer. M/n smiled as Elder Anne gave M/n a soft peck on his forehead.

Walking to school, he happily listened to music.

["Crowd wild out but don't matter 'cause you not front row. I've been lookin' for keeper, listen to the speaker. If you fit description, hit me on my beeper at that nine-one-one"]¹

M/n finally had made it to school and made his way to his class. Letting out a small satisfied sigh when he realized he was the first student to be here and sat at a chair that was in the front corner.

Few minutes and students began to come in. "Hey M/n" M/n heard a group of excited voices and looked towards the owner of the voice and was surprised to find the seven males making their way towards M/n. A shy smile came up to his face. "Hi.. " M/n responded, not knowing what to say.

"Can we sit here with you?" Seokjin asked making M/n nodded his head. "S-Sure, I mean I don't own these chairs.. " M/n muttered that last part to himself as he watched the seven males sit in seats that were around him.

M/n heart sped up along with the seven males. M/n cleared his throat to die down a blush that was eager to show itself. The class soon started and all the students were finally in, M/n and the seven males had gotten more chances to talk with their little crush more today and was happy about it.

['I hope he doesn't mind us sitting here tomorrow']
['I hope they come sit over here again tomorrow]

¹911/Mr.Lonely by: Tyler The Creator