My Everything

Chapter 25: Temptation

Chapter 25: Temptation

The sun peaked through the drawn curtains. The rays from the sun tickled my nose, my eyes fluttered open. I looked to my left to see Justin's side of the bed completely empty. I thought back to last night when he found out, when he kissed my cuts. But the thing I didn't want to remember at all was the thing that hit me hardest; what Justin said.

I felt pathetic after what he said, not only because he said it but because I knew it was true. I knew that I shouldn't have self harmed again and I wish I could take it back but it's just not possible.

I looked over at Justin's side of the bed to see if he was laying there and to my surprise he was, he usually is never in bed this early. His eyes popped open and he turned to see if I was still in bed beside him. He gave me a small smile but it slowly faded once he noticed my cheeks were stained with tears. "You've been crying?" His voice came out raspy and hoarse. "Yeah, what you said was pretty harsh." I said, letting out a shaky laugh. His eyes softened and filled with guilt. "Cutie-" I cut him off. "No. It's fine, I needed to hear it." He started to speak again but I waved a hand and he shut his mouth.

"We need to talk." I said, finally breaking the silence. "About what?" Fear was obvious in his voice. I took a deep breath and began telling him "We rushed into things. Yes we were friends for a very very long time but we rushed into our relationship. We didn't even go on a date we just claimed that it was official. And I know that I said I forgave you but I'm still extremely hurt and it's going to take a while for me to move past that. But Justin I'm not going to just date you again in a week. We need to start over, be just friends for awhile, take things slow. Just don't think of us as a couple. Go out, have fun, make out with random girls in the club, just have fun. I'm no fun, I bring too much drama into your life. Yes, I will always have feelings for you, I love you so much, but we can't rush into things like we did last time. If you want to go back to Selena then just tell me so I can leave and not be a burden in the house. I want us to work out, I really do, but I don't think you'll ever get over Selena. And I'm not going to be your rebound."

My voice came out stern yet caring. He looked at me in complete and utter shock. His eyes filled up with tears, his face was turning a crimson color, and his chest rose and fell at a rapid pace. He got up and grabbed the nearest thing, which was a his cologne, and slung it at the wall. He screamed and started tugging at the ends of his hair. He made his way over to the wall and punched it, he screamed again in pain. He slid down the wall and started crying his eyes out and pulling his hair.

Justin's POV
What she said really fucking hurt. Why did I have to go cheat on her? Faith is so, so different. Sheisn't like the other girls. I don't know how to explain it but she's just unique in her own cute way.

Dammit Justin. Why do you have to be such a damn fuck up all the time.

She sat on the bed with a horrific expression on her face. Her mouth was wide open, her eyes were wide and full of tears, her body was shaking, and her hands were gripping onto the sheets so tightly that her knuckles were white.

I walked over to where she sat on the bed and sat next to her, pulling her into my arms. She buried her head into my chest and bawled her eyes out. She sniffled and said "I'm s-sorry Justin. I l-love y-you. P-Please forgive m-me." She begged me, tears still flowing down her face. "Cutie, you did nothing wrong," I slid my hand under her shirt and caressed her back, "I was the idiot who went and cheated on you. I know it's gonna take awhile for me to gain your trust again but I'll do whatever it takes. I will not give up on us. Sorry but I'm not. I love you to damn much to just let you go. You mean the world to me and I have always loved you more than Selena. I don't know why I made out with her that night, I really don't, but I would take it back in a heartbeat. Don't you ever think that I love her more than you because I don't, I never have and I never will. I am over her, I am one hundred percent over her, trust me on that. I will do whatever it takes to prove it to you. Please just give me one more chance, we can start over, we can start off as friends again but let me get another chance. I'll do things right this time and I'll never cheat again. Please cutie, please. I'm begging you. Please." A small smile formed on her cute little face.

"You really like me, don't you?" She said, a smirk played on her pale plump pink lips, making them look irresistible. "Yes, so much. You don't even understand." I said, I sounded desperate as fuck but I didn't really care, I just want her back. And I will do anything to make sure that happens.

"Hm, well Bieber I like you too," She smirked and put her face just inches away from mine, "So much, that you don't even understand." She spoke against my lips and just as I was about to kiss her she got up and walked away, she made sure she swayed her hips more than they usually do.

This is going to be so hard.

"Faith!" I huffed, chasing after her as she walked out of the room. I walked up behind her and pushed her up against the wall. She started breathing heavy like she had just got finished running a mile. "Don't tease me like that, you know I can't keep my hands off of you." I said, I looked her body up down, absolutely in love with what I saw.

Her arms had a little bit of muscle on them, considering she worked out with me. Her stomach was small, but toned. Her hips were full, giving her an hourglass figure. Her thighs were the perfect size, they were basically just muscle since she did squats. Her ass, damn don't get me started on her sexy ass. Overall her body just looked edible.

I licked my lips and slowly leaned in. I don't know what came over me but I craved her lips. I needed to feel them. Her lips were like a drug, and I was addicted to them. My lips were just moments away from colliding with hers she gasped and said "Justin-" but I cut her off my smashing my lips onto hers. She didn't hesitate to kiss back. She tangled her fingers up in my hair, slightly tugging on the ends. She moaned as I licked her lips, she eagerly accepted. Our tongues swirled around each other and explored each other's mouths. She let out a few soft moans into my mouth, and I did the same.

I pulled back from the kiss and started leaving sloppy kisses on her jawline. As I made my way down her neck she stopped me, pushing my chest away from hers. "What's wrong?" I asked, confused as to why she wanted me to stop. "Justin," She breathed out, "We can't be doing this. If I recall friends don't make out with each other." She giggled causing my heart to flutter.

"But do you know how hard it is for me to not kiss you?" I said, whining a bit. "Yes, I do. It was very tempting to just let you continue, but I had to stop you and you have to learn to stop yourself, too." I sighed, nodding my head. I knew she was right so I just let it go.

I wish I wouldn't have went to that club that night.

I also wish she would've let me continue.

But I guess it's for our own good.

sorry guys but i have had major writers block so here's a terrible filler chapter. i will try my hardest to update and better chapter. until next time!

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