Tubboxreader
(Y/n) is a streamer/YouTuber with a fairly large following, they manly play minecraft and they are absolutely amazing at it, the're life was rather boring till one day they bet one of the best players in a 1v1.
Im using they/them pronou...
I woke up to the sound of thunder and rain, I looked at my phone to see what time it was 2:48 was shown.
*BANG*
I flinched at the sudden noise, I removed my blanket as a feeling of cold washed over my body, I stood up and went over to the light switch.
*flick*
Nothing happened i tried a couple more times but still nothing.
"Shit the powers out" I whispered to myself as I stumbled back to bad, I lead down trying to fallback asleep, but I just couldn't the sound of rain made me feel anxious and numb at the same time.
As I was laing in bed my breathing started to become quicker, I started biting the inside of my cheek and play with my blanket, my mind started flooding with thoughts as I tried to think of anything else.
I felt nothing but everything at the same time, I couldn't breathe I was terrified, the rain thunder and lightning only making it worse, I was having un anxiety attack.
After thirty minutes of hyperventilating and crying I felt exhausted and numb, I tried to fall asleep again but it still didn't work, I felt nothing and I hated it, and then i slipped, all I could feel was my long nails diging in to my thigh, I felt every thing as I searched the layers of skin off, until it finally happened, I felt a drip of blood trickle down my lag, I soon fall asleep feeling like complete trash.
I woke up to my alarm for school, I got out of bed and went to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror and look at the large scratch marks on my right lag, I ran my fingers over the little rad bumps and scabs, I felt every little thing my leg tingled as I ran my finger along it, I sighed and took off my clothes before getting in the shower.
After my shower I walked back to my room in my towel and picked out my clothes for the day.
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(The outfit :) )
I could tell that today i was going to be in a mood, seeing as I was tired and mad at myself for breaking my one month free of self harm streak.
I went downstairs and grabbed my backpack and a (e/d) and went to the car.
I got to school and went to my first class debate, as I walked in I saw tommy in the back if the room and un empty set next to him, I walked over to him.
" hey tommy uh can I sit here" I asked in a tired voice, knowing his energy will make me feel a little better.
"Yeah sure" he said in a overly energetic manner.
" alright class to day we will be partnering you up for a project" the teacher said, and the class groaned.
"for this project you and your desk mate will be reviewing a book movie or TV show of your choice, you and your partner will choose to be ether the villain or hero of the story and you will be defending your actions through out the plot, you will have a week to complete this and then you will debate in front of the class and they will choose who was in the right and who was in wrong in the story" The teacher finished.
I thought this was actually a really interesting project and I was kinda looking forward to it, I looked over to tommy to ask when we should meet up.
"Hey uh when do you want to meet up to do the project" I asked.
"I'm free after school" tommy said.
"Ok so do you want to meet up at your place or mine"
"Could we meet at your house" he asked.
"Yeah, its just gonna be us at home tho my moms on a business trip" i explain.
"Yeah thats fine can I get a ride with you tho" tommy asked.
"Yeah just meet me at the entrants after school" I say.
"Ok sounds good" he said as I turn my attention back to the teacher.
~time skip~
I waited by the front door for tommy when I got a dm on discord.
Tubbo: hi me and some friends are playing among us to night and streaming we need one more person would you like to join? :)
(Y/u): I'd love to what time would this be at?
Tubbo: at 8:00
(Y/u): sounds good can't wait
Tubbo: awesome bye
(Y/u): bye
I look up to see tommy heading my way, me and tommy got to my house at 4:30 and went to my room to start the project.
"Ok i think we should start by making a list of movies tv shows and books that would be good for this project" I say.
We talked for a bit bouncing ideas off of each other, after much consideration we decided on loki and thor. (A/n idk man \_(○-○)_/ )
It was around 6:30 when you and tommy decided to call it a night, i dropped tommy off at his place witch was surprisingly not to far away, I got back at 6:43 so i decided to setup for the stream.
It was now around 7:53 I joined the among us discord and saw that tubbo was setting in a vc with Scott and wilbur, I figured I would join before I start streaming.
"Hi" I say, I heard a chorus of hellos in return.
" hello im Scott im glad you could join us" he said in his lovable accent.
"A Scott's men" I gasp.
"Un irsh human" he gasped .
We all talked for a bit Before we had to stream.
"Sooo whos all gonna be playing" I ask.
" its going to be me, you, tubbo, wilbur, tommy, techno, schlatt, the captain, philza, and fundy" Scott said.
"Oh this is going to be fun" you said in a happy voice.
------- A/n Ahhhhhhh ok this is a little short but I loke how it turned out so :) I hope you do to
