Carlos POV
I sat up on my bed and looked at dude smiling softly. I got lost in my thoughts which is never good, the memories came flooding back the feeling of the whip against my back from my mother the punches my bruises. But I was safe now I'm In Aurdon. ever since Birth I knew I was different I've never liked a girl and I think I'm Gay but I will never tell and I think I'm in love with my best friend...
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3rd person
Carlos was thinking about everything that happened on the Isle. He hadn't noticed he was crying until he heard a voice say " hey 'Los you okay" he looked up to see who the voice belonged to...Jay "yeah... I'm fine" he quickly whipped his tears "you can talk to me you know" no he thought but he nodded his head in a way of saying yes gently holding onto the bottom of his selves trying to get Jay to Notice his pain but nothing Jay just said a bye and walking out Carlos sighed. He looked at Dude with sorry eyes then got off his bed and sitting in the floor pulling up the floor board and taking the small tub out and walking to the bathroom he sighed looking the door and facing the mirror opening the tub and taking Blades he thought I shouldn't do this I was clean for 3 days....by myself he closed his eyes putting the cold metal to his skin he felt blood draw he heard the door open to the dorm he opened his eyes "CARLOS!" The female voice yelled "Shit" he muttered cleaning the blade and his arm putting his jacket back one opening the door to see Evie and Mal...
"And he go Carlos run away. Run away now Carlos now"
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Just a Cut//Jaylos
FanfictionCarlos is Depressed no one can see the pain... Carlos is Gay no one can see it.. Carlos loves Jay he will never love him back... Carlos gets Bullied no one cares... He tries to hold on... but they arrived two minute to late... and now he's gone... "...
